I don't know what I'm doing

so sorry for that last chapter

So I'm currently stuck at work and it's pouring rain outside, and the thunder is so bad it's shaking things.

I'm all alone and a tiny bit scared. But is it bad that I kinda wish that I would get struck by lightning mixed with chemicals and get super powers?

I swear that I'm sane. (Mostly)

I want to start a story but I'm conflicted on what I want to write about.

Questions? Answers? Wanna talk? Help me figure out my life?