I don't know what I'm doing

I think I'm going through something

Some I'm really bored as previously mentioned.

I just really want to talk to someone.

I think. I'm going through my emo phase

I'm stressed the frikety frakety out

I'm so tired I almost fell asleep on my way to work today

I feel like my friends are ghosting me

I think my friends are annoyed with me

No guy will ever be interested in me

My bff likes to talk about how weird and  crazy she is, when in reality she's literally one of the most basic girls. (Sorry)  and likes to talk about how she's forever single when she's literally had 4-5 boyfriend's and is currently talking to a new guy. While I've never had a boyfriend or even gotten remotely close.

I'm starting to feel like the side friend character in books and movies

I'm never enough, or good enough

I think everyone sees me like the Percy Jackson fan base sees piper

Okay sorry. No one will ever see this anyways. Honestly I don't know why I even put this up it's not like anyone cares.

Maybe one person will see this some day and just brush it off. Idk. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm like this.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I annoy people. I'm sorry that people don't want to be around me and don't like me. I'm sorry I bothered people.

Sometimes I wonder if I died what would happen. I know that's cliche and crap but honestly. How would people react? Be sad for a few days then forget? Maybe say a few kind generic words and leave. Why

I don't know what's happening