geoff✨: love what's going on? you won't even look at me
aws™: because i'm stupid and gross and you shouldn't need to deal with this
geoff✨: aws what's happening please talk to me
aws™: he keeps talking to me
aws™: i feel so disgusting i know you saw the things i did
aws™: please don't be mad at me
geoff✨: why would i be mad at you
aws™: for turning into the things i hated.
geoff✨: you know i would never look at you differently.
geoff✨: you're still you.
aws™: he's gonna do. bad things
geoff✨: he won't i promise
aws™: you don't know that
aws™: you saw it. not all of it, there's worse. but you saw.
aws™: imsorry i fucking did that shit
geoff✨: but look at you. you're better now
aws™: not really.
aws™: i almost fucking died. and he laughed in my face and called me weak. stole money to bail me out and made me do it all over again.
aws™: you haven't seen the thing i've seen. you haven't really seen me for what i am now
aws™: sure the black eye is fading but everything else is still there.
geoff✨: please come here awsten
geoff✨: you don't need to be alone in this.
aws™: if you saw you'd leave me
geoff✨: aws.
aws™: he's right yknow.
aws™: i'm nothing
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aws™: i'm not gonna say anything.
aws™: ill reply to you here. i'm not talking.
aws™: don't look at me.
aws™: you shouldn't love me.
aws™: stop saying that.
aws™: i love you.
aws™: no.
geoff✨: please. we don't even need to talk.
geoff✨: i won't say a word. promise.
aws™: fine.
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MIDNIGHT BLUE // gawsten
Fanfictionyeah. rewriting this one. it's part two to anything. i don't even ship this anymore. just had the idea and remembered part two. enjoy.
