Lauren's pov
After the time passed with Y/N and the girls I had a great time in a long time.
After Camila decided to cut the contacts with us and the group, we had a hard time, but Y/N made us forgot everything at least for now.
"Girls, who wants to come with me to Burano?" I asked. "Sorry,Lo, but we wanted to go shopping; Y/N suggested us a place called "Fondaco dei Tedeschi" so we planned on going there...I hope you understand...You should come with us!" Mani said. I smiled sadly "Yeah, I understand but I can't. I really want to see if the pictures are real and that place is really magical how everybody say" I said. With that I came out of the door and called Y/N secretary.
*at the phone*
"Hi,It's Lauren" "Hi Lauren, what can I do for you?" she said politely. "I was wondering if you could help me. I wanted to go to Burano, but since I am not from here I have no clue..."
"Don't worry sweetie. It's simple...Have you got a Map, right? Well, you should reach "Fondamente Nove", where u see all the water-busses and take the number 12 and that's it. Or I can call you a Taxi maybe"
"Since we will stay a long time, I would prefer to take the "Vaporetto". It should be nice. Thank you so much, really"
"Don't mention it, bye Lauren" before I could say another word, she ended the call. I bet she was busy...
*end call*
After about an hour I reached my destination. It was absolutely gorgeous. Amazing. I can't really add words right now. After have seen the "Merletto" (lace), have tried a "Bussolao" (Biscuit) and did some silly faces also with some fans, I gave a look at my phone and it was pretty late: almost 14. I decided to follow a "calle", but what I have seen next I really would love to not see it. There was Y/N kissing another girl. Maybe she was his girlfriend...Who knows? I just have understood another time that I have no chances with him. After they have split, I saw the girl face. It was Camila's.
"Y/N" I couldn't contain myself. He was there almost frozen but he managed to answer me."Camila" I was shocked to have seen her. She did the same saying my name. "If you had already a girlfriend, you could have simply told me so. Really" I said disappointed. I was really hoping it wasn't the truth. Also because after yesterday I was starting on thinking that maybe he wasn't that bad. But as I have met Y/N I can say I was wrong. Thinking so, I decided to left, going towards them, in particular against Camila's shoulder, making her falter. I heard them talking aloud, but actually I really don't care, even if I am very disappointed with me. I was imagining this moment for ages. I wanted to shout at Camila, to scream at her and to make her feel what I have felt after she left us. She was my best friend. My partner in crime. She promised me to never go away. I didn't know that all her promises were fake.
Without thinking I started to cry. I was crying inside the "Vaporetto". It was pretty embarrassing, but I had to do it. I was full of this emotions, this situations that I have proved, and I have never faltered. Never. I was the strong of the group, at least I make them think so, in fact they thought I was with no heart, but since I got here in Venice, something in me is changing.
At 14:30 I arrived at Y/N studio even if I didn't want to. I was doing this for the girls and Simon. "Hey Lauren, How was your day in Burano? I hope you enjoyed your time there" she said smiling. "Yes, it was really nice, thanks." I answered. "Is everything alright sweetie?" she asked kindly.
"Yes it is all perfect. Don't worry" I said putting again my "mask" on. "Well since is everything fine, why don't you join us Lauren?" Y/N said. I just rolled my eyes and entered in our room inside the studio.
"Ok girls, while I was waiting you, I thought about a song to start with, practicing your HARMONY" he said and showed us a song. It was Halo by Beyoncé. The girls were super excited. "Lauren, at the end can you wait other 5 minutes, please? It's important." he asked following me on the other room "Why don't you ask Camila?" I said sassily. He just looked up and closed his eyes. "Look it was nothing ok? She is my Best friend" "I thought the same thing before she left me..."I answered him. "I helped her growing up, as an artist and as a person. What you saw was just all a misunderstanding. I don't like Camila in that sense. She is like my sister." he explained even if he could not do so. "Y/N every time you say the same thing. Every time excuses..."I said angrily. "If you don't believe me, why don't you ask Camila? Even if bad blood runs in you girls, she wouldn't say lies" he said. And before of coming back to the girls, he handed me a letter. "Please open it" he said going away.
I didn't know what to do. I would have love to broke it in million pieces but I decided to open it. it was a song written by him:
"Forgive me" (Evanescence's song)
Can you forgive me again
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt youI heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurts so much to hurt youThen you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently brokenI'd give anything now
To kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret
I cry I don't want to lose you
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah!'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me, Oh!I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes
And I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
He really knew how to write songs and how to make amends.
Writer's corner
Hello Guys! Hope you enjoyed it. Will Lauren speak with Camila? Will Y/N ask out Lauren? Will they write a new song for the new album? You will discover it in the next chapters. See u there :) Sorry for the mistakes XD
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