Changing your life (Lauren/you)

Chapter 15: The Album

Y/N pov

Weeks passed by, and we were doing great with the album. But still we had some songs missing: Simon wanted the album to last at least for 10 songs, but it was better 15 songs.

"Ok girls, Simon called me and asked to write at least 15 songs. We still have like 2 months before of the launch of the Album..." (i will change some songs of the last album "Fifth Harmony")

"Just 2 months? Are you crazy?! How are we gonna do it?" Dinah said.

"Thats why I am here, no?" I said. "You girls wrote Angel, Messy, Deliver, Down" I said looking at the paper in front of me.

"And you Y/N what did you write?" Lauren asked.

"Since I was very inspired by our dates and other stuff I wrote 5 songs so far. Just 5 because I would like you girls to have some fun...We have other 2 months to write other 6 songs. We can do it!" I happily said.

Lauren and i went to several dates and we had so much fun together. Once, we went to an Amusement park in Jesolo, another time she took me to a place that I have never heard of and now is one of my favorite places, another time I taught her some Italian, and the list goes on. I am really enjoying my time but I have to be realistic. We have just other 2 months together. I cannot leave school and my family to pursue my dream, or I can? I really love Lauren but I am afraid that she will leave me once she will come back to USA. What should I do?

"Y/N are you ok? You zoned out..." Normani told me.

"Yeah sorry. As I was telling you about, I wrote 5 songs. The first one is Human (The one of Christina Perri). This is the lyrics" I said reading the text.

"I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

Be your number one

I can fake a smile

I can force a laugh

I can dance and play the part

If that's what you ask

Give you all I am

I can do it

I can do it

I can do it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human, yeah

I can turn it on

Be a good machine

I can hold the weight of worlds

If that's what you need

Be your everything

I can do it

I can do it

I'll get through it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human, yeah