euphoria . choi beomgyu

twenty-one

the awkward tension in the air was slowly swallowing me up as we walked side by side in the cold autumn evening.

every once in a while i glanced over at him only to be met with his eyes focusing ahead.

we carried on walking in the deafening silence.

beomgyu turned around to face me.
"y/n-ah..." he began before i cut him off.

"only my close friends call me that." i replied coldly

"but i thought we were close." he whispered.

"last time i checked you didn't want anything to do with me." i replied harshly.

"are you sure sure you're allowed to be out this late? does your mum know?" he said completely ignoring my words.

"that doesn't concern you anymore." i said avoiding eye contact with him.

"oh but you will tell your boyfriend felix everything then and not your best friend? you didn't even think to tell me you were dating in the first place? i saw you guys in the shop." he rambled on clearly frustrated.

"w-what?" i stuttered.

"i know you heard me." beomgyu smirked.

"for goodness sake, this doesn't involve him." i said

"oh so you're defending him now?" he laughed.

i looked at him, my eyes wide, shocked to see this spiteful side of beomgyu.

"you guys would make a great couple, why not make it official?" he said bitterly

"it doesn't involve felix and i'm not defending him i'm just telling the truth! we were hugging because he was leaving to back to australia. and i like you anyway so- " i blurted out.

before i could finish, i felt beomgyu's lips on mine as he held me tightly close to him. his kiss was desperated almost as he had been waiting for this day to come.i struggled to get out of his grip but eventually i was free.

"you just can't go around kissing people you hoe-"

his soft lips fell on mine again stopping me from talking.

this time i couldn't push him away.

he pulled me closer, his hands caressing my face as our lips danced together. i couldn't help but kiss him back as my heart took over my head.

seconds felt like years as he finally pulled away leaving both us breathless?

"y/n-an.." he began to whisper as his thumb stroked my heated cheeks from embarrassment.

"that's right i'm a hoe. a hoe for you. no one has ever made me feel the way i do with you. how when you're happy i'm happy, when you're sad all i wanna do is hug you in my arms and tell you every thing is all right when you're with me. but i've been such an asshole lately and that's becuase i love you so so much. i get so jealous when i see you talking with another boy becuase i want to be the only one who can make you smile and the only one who can tease you for being so short." we both softly laughed.

"i want to be yours. but that's only if you forgive me. i'm sorry." he paused waiting for an answer.

"i..."

a/n : we love a cliff hanger, don't we?

ALSO MY MEN BE LOOKING LIKE A WHOLE ASS BUFFET