Only You ♡

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PRESENT

Me: I'm here. What floor you guys on ?

I say as I make my way inside the hospital while talking to Cam on the phone.

Cam: Second floor.

Click

I went into the elevator and finally got to the second floor. I saw Cam waiting for me near the entrance of the elevator doors. He then leads me where the rest of the guys were at.

They each hugged me and looked at me with concern.

Toby: How ya feeling ?

Me: I'm fine...why ?

Mason: John's at the hospital and you're 'fine' ?

Me: Well wh-

I got cut off by a woman with a white crop top, ripped jeans and white low top shoes.

??: What is SHE doing here ? *crosses arms* John specifically said that he doesn't want anything to do with her.

Me: Yet he's not.

??: He doesn't want to see you.

Me: And yet again he isn't looking at me nor does he know I'm even here. *rolls eyes*

??: Why bother coming ? Go back where you came from home wrecker. *walks away*

My anger started boiling up, my fists clenched up, I started walking towards her angrily but Cam stopped me.

Cam: Hey, hey hey. *grabs my arm* Calm down.

Me: *screaming at her* John may be a fool for falling in love with you again but you are the bigger fool for being so blind and clouded with selfishness that you don't know what you have in front of you. *lowers down voice* You have someone who loves you but you treat him like shit and go behind his back sucking someone else's dick...I feel sorry for John.

??: What you in love with him or something ?

Me: As the matter the fact, yes...yes I am. But I never intend to be in the middle of any his relationships...UNLESS I know he's in danger. I bud in with his relationship because YOU are a threat to him. He's blinded by love...love he has for YOU... wasted love would be a better term.

She looked at me shockingly.

??: He NEVER wanted YOU to bud in. *Smiles* Why do you think he told you to fuck off and to not see him again? He thinks YOU'RE the threat. *chuckles*."

Me: Whatever John said that day, it wasn't him at all.

??: You have any proof I cheated ? Went behind his back ? Lied to him ?

She's right I don't.

??: *scoffs* That's what I thought. *walks away again*.

I sighed and sat down on one of the chairs. I put my hand on my forehead.

Cam: I'm sorry that happened.

Me: You KNEW she was here and you didn't bother telling me. And all you can say is 'I'm sorry' ?

I looked at Cam and saw his head hang low.

Me: Waste of my fucken money to fly over here for no fucken reason. I am going back now, don't fucken talk to me until I tell you I'm ready.  *gets up and walks towards exit*.

Mason: No don't leave us...

As I walked away I felt a slight tug on my arm.

Cam: *sighs* Please stay...I can't lose my little sister because of my stupidity. I've already lost someone I love because of what I did. I don't want to lose you too.

Don't cry, don't cry.

Me: *sighs and closes eyes* I'll be outside taking a breather and I'll come back when I'm ready.

He went in for a hug, causing the rest of the guys to do the same.

FEW MINUTES LATER

Nurse: Hello, are you guys here for John ?

Me: *gets up quickly* YES !

Nurse: *smiles* He is doing very well. He's awake and fine. The surgery went well ! He is just in recovery. He will be here for the next three days or so. If we see good progress then he might be able to leave early. *smiles*.

Me: Thank you so much, is it okay to see him ?

Nurse: Of course ! Right this way.

We all followed her into a hallway full of rooms. Some were closed and some were empty.

We finally made it to John's room.

Nurse: John, there are some people here to see you. *smiles*.

She says as she pulls the curtain away.

There, I saw him, laying there, looking at me. Looking at me with a smile and a shockingly face. I felt so bad I wanted to cry and tell him how sorry I am but for what ? I didn't do anything.

Everything felt like it was goin slow motion, my breathing pattern, my eyes blinking. We just kept looking at each other that felt like forever but in reality it was just a quick second.

Nurse: Well I'll leave you guys to it. *smiles* Have a nice day !

Cam: Thank you again ! And you too !

To break the tension I looked towards the ground.

Jaren: Aye whats up man ! How you holding up.

He says as he walks by past me to go next to John.

Jaren: That car did a number on you John.

John: What are you talking about ? It was just my ribs.

Jaren: *smiles* Nice haircut John.

John: WAIT WHAT ?

I laughed to myself and smiled. I looked back up and caught John looking at me again.

John: How you been ?

Me: Fine...*force smiles*.

John: You know you didn't have to come after what I said to you.

Me: I only came for Cam. He wanted me to so I only did it for him.

John: Oh.

Jaren: *fake cough* Anyways... nurse said you'll be out of here....

Jaren's voice slowly faded away as I made my way out of the room. I went towards the seats that were outside of the room and sat for a good couple of minutes.