Only You ♡

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Cam: How you holding up ?

Me: I shouldn't have come here at all. *sighs* 

Cam: But you did. 

Me: Only because you wanted me to. 

Cam: You can lie to yourself all you want but you can't lie to me. *walks away*.

3 Months Earlier

Its been a week that I've been staying at John's place. Cam and the guys left back home to make content for their viewers, where as I made it clear to my online family/community that I will be taking time off to stress relief and feel better for them. They respected my decisions and will be waiting for me along the way. I love them all so dearly. 

Something strange has been going on since Saturday, after the guys left. John started acting distant and weird around me. He would have small talks with me, no eye contact, head lay low, and then would walk away mid talking. 

Did I do something ?

I was planning to confront John about it and tell him that I didn't like what he was doing. If he doesn't want me to be here he can just tell me and I'll leave. 

Before John even got the chance to open the door I stopped him.

Me: *loudly* JOHN !

He turns around and finally looked at me.

Me: What the hell is going on with you man? Did..did I do something to piss you off ?

John: Nothing okay ? Can you just back off ?

Me: Why ?

John: Look I don't have to tell you everything thats going on with me alright ? We haven't talked in forever, and now that you came you wanna act like you care ?

Me: How dare you say that ?! I cared about you since I left and I still cared since then ! Just because we don't text regularly doesn't mean I have forgotten about you. For fuck sakes John WE PLAY TOGETHER WITH CAM AND THE GUYS !

Before John could reply back we heard a light knock. He opened the door. There I saw was his Ex girlfriend.

What is she doing here ?

??: What is taking you so long babe ? *smiles* 

Babe ?...

Me: *scoffs* Wow John, this...she's the reason why you acting so distant ?

??: And you must be ?

Me: His best friend. And you are ?

??: Didn't you just hear him calling me 'babe' ? 

Me: I don't see no girl around here but a slut.

John: Y/N FUCK OFF. BUD OUT OF OUR RELATIONSHIP OKAY ? GO BACK TO YOUR FUCKEN HOUSE. 

I looked at him straight in the eye to see if he meant it. His eyes had no remorse. I started to feel a slight sting in my heart, tears almost forming to fall. 

Me: Fuck you John, I hope you know that you are doing a big fucken mistake going back with a two timing whore. A big fucken mistake. I don't know how she did it but damn John I- bye.

I ran upstairs, slammed the door shut. Got my suitcase from the closet angrily. As I was putting away my close tears were coming right back up, I couldn't see anything but my tears covering my eyes. My nose getting stuffed, my cries becoming louder.

Why ? What did I do ? What did she tell him ? Am I that annoying ?

I gathered my belongings and left out the door. I walked towards the nearest bus station and booked my ride to the airport. 

Once I got into the bus I bought my ticket back home.

Me: Hey Cam, coming home...

Giraffe: Why so soon..

Me: I'll tell you once I get home okay ?

Giraffe: Alright safe flight munchkin..