Jungkook's little [PT1 COMPLETE]

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"Let me tell you something about you and your papas.." Elsie whispered into the darkness knowing the others had gone to bed and Yn had a bad feeling about this. She sat up gulping and pulled papa's black jumper closer to her, scrunching it up in her fists. She felt painfully anxious this was something she didn't want to hear. 

"You know how I have a phone and you don't? That means I see things you don't see. All your papas fans? They hate you Yn." Elsie spat sitting up, meeting Yn's eyes.
"No they don't! Papa's showed me videos they made saying how much they like me!" Yn retaliated, tears already in her eyes at the thought of anyone hating her.

"They only show you the good things, not the bad things. Millions of girls all over the world want you dead Yn. Do you know what they say?" Elsie asked and Yn swallowed hard as she shook her head wiping her hot tears on the black jumper.

"They say that you tire your papa's out. That you don't deserve to be with them and you make their lives hard work. They'd be better off without you and they wouldn't be as tired. They wouldn't have to constantly move their schedules around. Lots of girls on the internet think that Kyung-Soon should have kept you locked in her room. They say that your papa's are scared to date and move on with their lives because of you, you're holding them back you see. Their entire lives are now based around you, they can't do anything anymore, even simple interviews are a drama because of you. You've been kidnapped, broken your wrist, been in that car crash with Jaehyun, caused that stir with the janitor at the stv studio when he said you weren't little, they've had to travel to England twice because of you. As if their lives weren't busy enough and now at the drop of a hat they have to travel places for you, make sure you're always entertained, always keeping you busy and happy. They regret taking you on..." Elsie's words were cruel she cunning, she was clever. 

She said it with such a gentle voice Yn felt like she was telling her this to be kind. Not to get back at her for being fed at dinner. Elsie was another level of spiteful and Yn felt so wounded at this information, so overwhelmed that she didn't know what to do. So she did the only thing she could. She wiped her eyes and quivery lip on the tattered black jumper and left the room to go downstairs.

She sniffed gently, biting on the jumper to suppress the urge to wail until she got downstairs and as soon as she was out of earshot she slipped onto the living room floor and cried. She wasn't wanted. Elsie had said so. She wasn't wanted big. She wasn't wanted small. She wasn't wanted however she was. It was as simple as that.

She cried so much her throat and head hurt. Her tears were hot down her face as she shouted and cried into the jumper, laid on the floor, in the dark on her own. The only company she had was the rain tapping on the window. 

Jungkook felt like something was wrong. That moment when you wake up and in your gut you just know something isn't right. He fumbled for his phone and noted it was a little after one in the morning. He sat up and rubbed his hands down his face as he tugged on a hoodie and went straight down the stairs for a glass of water and was completely frozen over in horror as he spotted Yn on the floor in the dark living space. 

"Fuck." He whispered and ran over.
"Yn? Princess?" he called gently shaking her, her skin was cold on his and when she didn't respond his heart stopped.