My Blackbirds

Fifteen

_ The fifth chapter _
~ A new school ~

Two years without my father !
This was too much !

I didn't tell my mother about my boyfriend yet, I'm still scared to tell her about my life

One day in the age of fifteen I rode my bike to go to school, as usual

And suddenly I stopped then I scratched my little nose and I stared at blackbirds in the sky

I saw sunshine between them then I looked at my bicycle and rode it I didn't stop moving my legs except when I arrived school

I attended my classes and argued with my bestfriend again

And after a while I went and talked to her
" My bad, I'm sorry "

" I don't want to be your friend anymore "

And after hours of asking why she walked away and we never talked again !

I don't know how will I tell you this but I started arguing with my boyfriend too!

After sometime we broke up
But I don't know why.

I always say sorry even if I'm not wrong and I still don't understand

That day when I broke up with my boyfriend, I went to the park I used to go in a younger age

I sat in front of the black stone and cried for hours and hours

Then at home I stared at my blackbirds in the sky from behind my little pink curtains

Showcasing their talents

" you're going to a new school "

Thesr words my mother said were like a knife crossing my heart because I was going to a cheaper school.

Were there was no respect and seventeen girl gangs are so mean

That night, I played with sunshine and wondered would my father agree about that new school?

It was strange for me to think about it but it really brought my attention

Day by day after my father's death it started to be normal and sunshine was more normal now I stopped missing kiwi

But I never stopped wondering where did kiwi go and why did he vanish

At the age of fifteen I hated my mother so much
She didn't agree with anything I do and I hated the idea of being that poor

I thought she didn't try hard enough

Weeks later I went to this new poor school
Small children were everywhere.
I was very upset

I saw a blackbird flying through big girls it landed on one girl's head, her head was very big and her arms were huge

As huge as her legs and nose

She had tiny black holes on her nose and a fat body full of freckles, I predicted

She was talking to a very short thin girl
For the first while I thought she was bullying her

But after taking some steps forward them I heard them talking about the new young teacher or that's what I understood

I stared at them untill the short girl looked at mr and shouted

" What are you looking at? "
" Nothing " I cried

I walked upstairs and searched for my class
After about half an hour a young woman took her steps towards me

Left, and right..
Left, and right..

" Can I help you sweetie? " She asked
" I am a new comer and I don't really know where's my class "

She helped me finding class and talked with me about the school

The bell rang and after minutes students where already in the class

Then a big fat teacher came in or that what I predicted!!

I was surprised how much fat was she, she had very big belly and her jacket's zipper was about to fly above our heads when she sat down

" When a new year begins you must begin to obey and beg to speak ! "

Then the students stood up in silence but this didn't stop the quite side talking in the class..

" SILENCE!! " she shouted with her large thick voice that all the class was frightened just because of her voice

Then I heard a girl talking from behind me
She was the same girl talking about the new teacher in the playground

" What's wrong fat ugly woman? " she said

The class was silent when the teacher's vice turned to be weak and low

" Oh, I didn't know you are already in class p..p "
The teacher didn't even say her name

My first day of school ended without any new friends but with curious memories

And a strange black bird from mine flying through my classmates

I was wondering what will happen next...