Chapter 066, Reappearance of Memories

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Chapter 066, Reappearance of Memories

Hearing Udir's voice hoarsely calling out his name over and over again, the rims of Ling Feng's eyes burst into heat. Udir's powerful embrace and his tender gaze mad Ling Feng unable to harden his heart to push him away. He could only stiffly allow him to hug him.

The hug lasted for a long time, only the sound of each other's breaths was left in their ears.

The temperature of the man named Ling Feng in his arms, the fragrance of shower gel, his soft black hair that his fingertips slid through, and that pair of clear eyes— everything is incomparably familiar, familiar enough to make him almost want to break down in tears.

The appearance of this person has finally filled in the blanks of his heart over the past many years.

Unfortunately, Udir can't remember those pasts— what kind of past they had between them, how much he once loved him.

  These precious memories have been deliberately erased by someone.

Udir let go of Ling Feng and somewhat distressedly strokes the man's hair. He looks at him with a gentle gaze and asks in a soft voice: "Ling Feng, I don't remember what happened before, do you know what happened in those years?"

Ling Feng blankly stared and moved his line of sight away. He spoke in a feigned undisturbed voice: "I only know that someone made you undergo memory removal surgery."

Udir frowned slightly, "Memory removal surgery?"

Ling Feng nodded, "This surgery can remove a portion of the memories in the brain without causing any damage to the brain."

Udir fell silent. Obviously, this so-called "memory removal surgery" has to be connected to that group of "elders" in the Shaman family. Over the years, as he refused the Omegas they introduced, each time he mentioned "the person in his memory", their faces would become very strange, probably because of having a guilty conscience then?

Udir's gaze slightly sunk, he looked down at Ling Feng and said: "Can I take back those memories?"

Ling Feng looked over his head, he didn't know what to say.

Udir placed his hand on his shoulder and looked at him earnestly. He said softly but firmly: "Do you know? I've never had a day of peaceful sleep these past years, your shadow always appears in my dreams, but I couldn't see your appearance clearly at all. As far as I'm concerned...... For me, these memories are very important, I can't just lose them...... I don't want to forget everything about you, I can't forget."

The gentleness and the strong affection in the man's eyes, made Ling Feng's heart suddenly tremble.

He thought that Udir had already completely forgotten the past and had started a brand new life, but he did not expect that he had never once let go over these past years. Even if someone wiped his memories clean, he would still cling on, looking for those pasts in his dreams.

With only a necklace with a name inscribed and some vague dreams, he actually searched for so many years......

The man's extreme stubbornness is truly shocking and distressing.

Udir saw the somewhat swayed expression of Ling Feng, and hurriedly said softly: "Tell me, please? Tell me how to recover my memory."

Ling Feng was silent for a very long time before he whispered: "I know of a way, but...... this kind of method carries a big risk."

Udir said decisively: "It doesn't matter, I'll listen to whatever you have to say."

Ling Feng opened his mouth to speak: "You need to find neurosurgery expert to do a craniotomy, then conduct the most direct electrical stimulation to the cerebral cortex, if there is a deviation in the operation, it would very highly likely damage your brain, at worst, it will even make you enter a vegetative state."

ABO Cadets (c33+) (軍校生/在学生) by: 蝶之灵 (Chinese BL Translation)Where stories live. Discover now