Adopted by jimin

20.do you love me?

Azul pov

I woke up thunderstorms going on outside.i sat up and saw lightning.i hugged zero tighter.thunder rumbled again.i immediately hid under the blanket.when jimin turn on the lamp by the bed.

"Baby boy,you okay?"asked jimin sleepily.i nodded.then i saw lightning flash.i covered my eyes with zero.jimin laugh.

"Let me Guess you scared of lightning?"he said.

"Hell no!"fucking yes!

"It's okay to be scare of things."he said.he ruffled my hair.

"I am not fucking afraid."

"The tears in your eyes that ready to fall and soak pull up says other wise."he said.then he pick me up.we went to the bathroom.he changed pull up into new pull up.

"No pull up.i want my underwear."

"After the storm pass.you might have a accident if you get a jump scared."he said.i heard thunder rumble outside.i ran to jimin.i hugged his neck.

"I don't like thunderstorms."he chuckled.he pick me up.we went to the room.he sat on the bed.jimin hugged me and rock side to side.i rested my head on his shoulder.he started humming a song.

"I know that song."

"Really?whats the name of it?"he asked.i shrugged.

"I don't know I just remember the lyrics."

"Then sing it."i sat up straight.

"But don't laugh!"

"I won't."he smiled.

"You sound good!"he said.

"Whatever."Then i saw lightning flash.i immediately hugged jimin neck.jimin chuckled.

"Chimmy!stop laughing at me."i whined.

"Okay.i will."

~later

"No."i hugged my elephant.

"You need a nap."said jimin.

"Did you know Divorced, widowed and separated people report more insomnia."jimin pick me up.

"No!"

"Then I guess I will take zero with me to watch tv cuz I know zero took a nap already."he said.i hug zero tighter.

"No!me and zero will nap together.did you know sea otters hold hands while sleeping so they won't drift away from each other!"jimin laid me on the bed.i yawned.

"Do i have take a nap?"

"Yes.cuz you didn't go back to sleep last night."he said while tucking me in.

"Did you know In ancient rome, everyone took a pre-scheduled nap after lunch time."he nodded.he kissed my forehead.he left the room.i closed my eyes.

~dream~

I banged on the door.

"Let me out!"i yelled.i heard laughter.

"This not funny!"i felt something rubbed against my leg.i screamed.then someone opened the door.i ran out the closet.

"Aw the baby is crying!"Said milo.

"Let me alone."

"It's big Baby scared of the closet."said milo.

"Yes!i Don't want go back!i am sorry that I sipped juice on your homework!"

"Sorry ain't gonna Cut it!"he said.he grabbed my arm and took me to the kitchen.then he grabbed a gallon of milk.

"Babies need milk right?"

"I am sorry!"

"I don't care!"Then he pours the milk on my head.i started crying.

"Big Baby!you cry over everything!you such a crybaby!"Then i heard laughter.i look around me.everyone was crowded around me.they pointing and laughing at me.

"Let me alone!"they ignore me and moved closer to me.i sat on the floor.

"Let me alone!"i yelled while hugging my knees.they continued to laugh.

~end of dream~

I woke up.i want appa!but he probably don't want a crybaby like me!i started crying again.i sat up and looked at zero who was in my arms.i want cuddles and kisses not a stuff animal!i threw zero across the room.it landed on the floor.i want jimin!but he probably doesn't want me!i am just stupid crybaby.i fell back on the pillow.i looked at the door.does he even love me?i got out of bed.i wipe tears away.i walked to living room.i saw jungkook and jin sitting on the couch.

"Where is jimin?"

"He is in yoongi room."said jungkook.

"Z were you crying?are you okay?"asked jin.i didn't answer him.i went to yoongi and jhope room.i saw yoongi and jimin sitting in bed talking.i walked to jimin.he pick me up.

"Z,Why were you crying?"he asked.

"Or he was getting high."said yoongi

"Hyung,now it not the time for jokes."Said jimin.he glared at yoongi.yoongi smiles apologetically.jimin look at me with concern.

"Z whats wrong?"asked jimin.

"Do you love me?"

"Yes.i do."he said without hesitation.

"Even though I am crybaby?"

"Um z you rarely cry.what are you talking about?"

"I had dream well most like a flashback with a little bit of over exaggeration.it was about me being bullied-

"You bullies?z you are troublemaker.i doubt you got bullied."said yoongi.

"I have you know that while I was at that orphanage I was bullied because I had to wear pull up because my problems.so kids used to teased me and call me baby and shit!until one day I punched my bully in nose and I become the head mother fucker in charge!so don't act like you know me.cuz YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME!"i yelled.yoongi was shook.jimin rubbed my back.

"Baby boy calm down."said jimin

"No cuz that really pissed me off!"

"How about we finish talking in our room?"he suggested.i nodded.he picked me up.we went to our room.jimin sat on the bed and I sat on his lap.

"Before i was rudely interrupted.i was saying my dream was about me being bullied and the other kids laughing at me until I cried.so they called me crybaby.then went i woke up.i wanted you but I thought you don't want me cuz I am crybaby."

"I don't care if you was alien.i would still love you."he hugged me.he kissed my forehead.