PHOEBE GREY

Chapter 19

(Phobes pov)

I am on my way to an appointment with Flynn. Dad is driving and Taylor is closely following us. Few words have been exchanged this morning. "We are here Bubs" Dad pulls me out of my thoughts.

We walk into the office and sit down. Flynn pulls off his glasses as we sit. "Good Morning to you both." He says then asks if it is going to be just me or is my dad staying.

"I um want my Dad to stay." I say then look over at him. I can see relief fill his body.

"Okay Phoebe last time I saw you, you were in a prett dark place. How have things changed over the past couple of weeks?" He asks I think about how to answer this.

"I um well my dad and I made up… and I watched the CCTV video," I say, "also Ryan has been transferred out of all my classes." I tell him.

"Tell me about watching the footage… How did that make you feel?" He says and I think back to when I was lying on my dad’s shoulder sobbing. "Horrible… I had to stop the video it felt all to real to be watching it." I admit.

Flynn nods "Phoebe that is something very hard and real to watch… it is perfectly okay that you didn't want to finish it." He says then moves onto his next point.

"Phoebe your dad told me you came home from school early yesterday." I sigh and look at my feet.

"Yeah… he left without me being aware it was a miscommunication I didn't really know why he left but it had nothing to do with me and I took it as that." Flynn writes something down.

"Phoebe why did you think your dad left because of you… You know how much he adores you. We discussed that last time you were here." He says.

"I know how I feel when everything becomes to much… I um know what it is like to just want to get away to be able to be free from everything that is dragging you down. I guess I just took it as I made him break." Flynn looks to my dad and so do I. When I see how sad he looks I wish I wouldn't of.

"Phoebe do not think for a second you are what is dragging me down. You are the light of my life. If I didn't have you and your mother and brother… I don't know where I would be. And nothing you ever do will make me leave I love you far too much for that." I wipe the tears away as he talks.

"Phoebe can we agree that a lot of your thoughts about your family and yourself come from a negative place… even when they shouldn't." Flynn says and I nod.

"I know they do and that is something I need to work on." Flynn suggests before the session ends that I keep a journal. Somewhere where I can write down my negative thoughts and feelings and then put them away. I guess it makes sense.

After the session Dad takes me to lunch then he surprised me on the Grace with Ava's family and my Mom. We spent all day sailing and having fun. I really needed this just to let go and spend time with people I love.

(Christians Pov)

I watch as Phoebe and Ava talk and laugh in the back of the car on the way to our house. We had so much fun sailing today that we decided to let Ava just sleepover at our place.

When we arrive at home the girls go upstairs to shower and change. I follow Ana into our bedroom. She turns towards me as she walks into our en suite bathroom and crooks a finger at me telling me to follow her. My dick instantly hardens as I see her.

"I thought we had some unfinished business Mr. Grey." She says on The Grace today I was driving her wild. I would brush up against her, grab her fine ass, and whisper seductive things in her ear.

She slides off her sundress revealing her bra and panties that are black lace. My pants all of a sudden become very tight. "Care to join me in the shower?" She asks sweetly. I nod and watch her every move as she turns and unclasps her bra so I can see her naked back. Then comes her panties. She scurries into the shower and I am hot on her trail as she goes in.
I find my tongue in my wife's mouth dancing with hers as the hot water pours around us. I slip a finger inside of her and feel her hand grab my bicep tightly. I make a come hither motion inside of her and move my other hand to pleasure her clit.

"Christian… please" I hear her beg. I decide to make her work for it today. "What baby… what do you want?" she tries to thrust her hips as to tell me. I shake my head. "Use your words baby," I say driving her wild.
"Christian please just fuck me already." She cries out and I smile. I line my dick up with her and give her one hard thrust. Her head flies back as she yells out. I start thrusting in and out. After all these years she is still so tight. I am moaning against her neck. She is close I can hear and feel it.
"Come for me baby," I say in her ear and together we loose ourselves in each other. And it feels damn good. I finish up the shower by washing Ana's hair and then body.

When we come out I find Ava and Phoebe watching a show and eating the pizza we ordered. I smile at the sight of my niece and daughter. I make my presence known and Phoebe waves and gives me a breathtaking smile. They both thank me for the Pizza as I excuse myself to my office.

As I start working I keep getting lost in thought of how grown up she is. I remember when she told me she never wanted to grow up. I wish I could arrange that to happen.

(Christian Flashback)

I watch as Teddy and Ana get into the car and drive away. For Teddy's sixth birthday he wanted to go to Lego world. We decided that Ana would take him because someone would need to stay back with Phoebe and she and Teddy hadn't had any Mommy son days in awhile. I turn to the monitor beside me and see my three-year-old baby girl waking up from her nap.
I walk into her room and turn the light on. She is still in a crib because she is still so small and I feel she will fallout of a normal bed too easily. She sits up and rubs her eyes. Her brown hair is a mess and she is only wearing a pj shirt and pull up.
We have started potty training and it has been a mess. Phoebe is deathly afraid to go in the toilet and will scream and cry if we try to put her on there. I go over and pick her up. "Good afternoon sleepy head how was your nap?" I ask her as she puts her head in my chest.
She yawns then answers "Good Daddy" I smile and sit in the rocking chair we still have in her room. "Did you go potty in your pull up?" I ask her and she shake her head no. "Do you have to go potty." She looks up at me then says, "Yes Daddy but me no go on potty." I sigh my stubborn but so sweet girl.
I stand up and start walking to the bathroom. "Phoebe remember what Daddy and Mommy said. If you go potty on the toilet like a big girl you can get your Barbie jeep." I remind her. She is still in her wake up stage so she just kind of nods but clings to my chest.

Once we get in the bathroom it is like world war three has started. "I no go in potty" She shrieks and clings her hands to my shirt. I smile then show her a new purchase Ana made. It is a small pink little potty that has purple and yellow flowers on it. It is just her size.
"Bubs this is your potty that you can go on. See it isn't scary it is your favorite color and everything." I set her down and let her inspect it. "Will you be a big girl for daddy and try." I ask and she looks to the potty then me as if she is thinking about it.
She nods then walks over to me I pull off her pull up and then help her sit on it. "Daddy we sing song to pee?" She asks I nod and smile to her. I sing twinkle twinkle little star with her and she laughs when I start singing tinkle tinkle little star.
"Daddy no tinkle its twinkle silly gooses." She laughs and I smile. I would go to the end of this world for that little laugh. All of a sudden I hear a little trickle and know she is peeing. This is the first time she has gone somewhere other than her Diaper and pull up. I help her wipe then give her a big bear hug and congratulate her. She smiles and laughs.
"Phoebe you are a big girl now." I tell her and I expect a smile but I see the opposite. She looks so upset. "Bubs what is wrong?" I ask I sit with her on my lap in her room. "Me no wants to be bigs gull daddy I wants to be Daddy's baby gull." My heart melts at her words and pronunciation of girl. "Phoebe you will always be my baby girl no matter what even when you are thirty." I tickle her sides and she giggles and I know all is well in the world again.

(End Of flashback)

I feel someone rubbing their hands through my hair. "Come to bed baby you fell asleep at your desk." Ana says and I look at the clock shocked I was asleep for an hour and a half. I follow my sweet wife to bed.

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