i woke up the next morning n tj was knocking n yelling for me to wake up at my door. i got my lazy ass up. i already know my eyes was swollen.
"kenz u okay" he only said three words n my dumbass eyes filled up with tears. man the fuck.
he pulled me ina hug.
"i told you man, this why i didnt want you gettin with him kenz" i didnt say shit. cus the fuck im suppose to do now?
"you deserve so much better on god kenz. im finna pop that nigga real fucking quick" again i aint say shit cus he can go do that. i wouldnt mind.
"say something mane"
"i jus had hope" i said wiping my tears.
"u young u finna find someone better. someone who dont even think bout doin u like dat. u still got time. he wasnt it for u kenz. u may think he is now but on god he aint. ionno what im sayin mane i aint good at this. but i know u can get through this" i nodded.
this nigga finna come in here n tell me some i already been knew. n ion wanna listen.
i want my baby back mane.
"get ready we finna go eat"
i went n got my phone n already i regretted dat shit. he aint even text me no more.
i did get a call from tye. but dat was it.
he happy now. n he wasnt happy wimme.
all i can do is hope i can move on.
you cant make someone love you the way you love them.
yall i fucking felt this chapter too much :/. niggas aint shit omm.
