Unspoken Misery

CHAPTER 2

"anything, you say?" -Prof. Calvin
He asked me again then he hanged up the call.
He held my chin and scan my face.
Good thing that I didnt get hit on my face last night.
"Ummm~ What are you d-doing?"
The Terrifying feeling I got earlier was replaced by an uncomfortable and awkward feeling.

"You are pretty" -Prof. Calvin
He said then takes his hand back.
I looked at him with disbelief, It was the first time that someone complimented me. Everyone always find me ugly, an eyesore.
"But that doesnt mean you can stay as close as this to me Ms.White" -Prof  Calvin

It feels like all my blood runs up to my cheek when Ive realized how close i am to him. my Face's only 10 inches away from his while my hands were placed from both sides of his leg as if I am cornering him. Sheez

"I-im so-sorry"
I fixed my uniform as if it was messed just to avoid his eyes.
"you said, you'll do anything right?" -Prof. Calvin
His stares making me feel really nervous in a way that even I cant form words to describe it.
"Y-yes? I'll do anything. Just please d-dont tell Mom"
I plead humbly. I am facing my feet and playing with my fingers when he held my hand.

"Not because you are rich and not because you are favored You got the rights to do such things, you should remain humble and thankful even if you are over flowing with blessings" -Prof. Calvin

Rich? Yes, my parents are rich but not me. Favored? who's favored? me? is being bullied at school called being favored? Remain humble? isnt what Im doing right now being humble? Is cooking for my Family without poisoning them not being Thankful? is over flowing blessings were my Scars and bruises from over beating? Is...

I was stunned.
He actually hugged me, Someone really hugged me. Am I dreaming? If I am, Please dont wake me up.
"Shhh~ Im sorry I didnt mean it that way, Am i being too much? did i Scold you a lot?" -Prof. Calvin

And before I knew it my tears kept on falling after one another.
"Im Sorry, Okay? I Didnt Mean to make you cry" -Prof.Calvin
He's carressing my hair gently and I really find it warm but no.
I pushed him Really hard and Ran as fast as I could. I heard him calling out my name but I kept myself running away.

I went to the rooftop breathless.
"Why did I run?"
I asked myself and messed my hair.
"Uughh Stupid"

"Dont wanna run so you can enjoy more?"
I was stunned upon hearing that voice.
"B-brother"
It was my Big Bro.
He grabs my hair and made me face him.
He looks really scary, I rather have him Ignore me for the rest of our lives than this.
"Br-brother"
"What? acting weak? when you are such a whore out there? what did you guys do? did you enjoy?" -Brother Sehun.
He misunderstood it but I cant find words to explain myself, Im too scared.
"What? Can't speak? Did he kiss you? like this uh" -Brother Sehun.

He kissed me Aggresively which finally made me Burst out of tears, I wanna fight back but I cant. Im helpless, He bit my lips which made me gasp.
"Uhhmm-Uggh"
Can somebody please help me.

He entered his tounge inside my mouth and began to explore it. I am losing out of breath.
When he finally let it go but still grabbing my hair.

"Enjoying it? who's better? tell me?" -Brother Sehun.
My tears kept on flowing.
"Pl-please"
"Please what? dont you cry infront of me you Whore!" -Brother Sehun.
He is mad for the reason I dont even know.

"What? want more? come!" -Brother Sehun.
He made me kneel and started unzipping his Pants when I tried to stop his hand.
"Please.. Dont, Im begging you brother"
I plead him but He didnt listen instead he pulls my hair harder.
"Ahh! P-please"

He unzipped his pants and pulled it down which made me face his thing.
"Please Brother"
"Shut Up! And suck it! arent you a whore?"
I cried hard.
"What are you crying for? didnt you suck that Professor's Dick earlier? quit playing Innocent" -Brother Sehun.

I Didnt mind what he said and cried hard instead, Hoping that his heart get soft and let me go but it seems like every badluck that this world can offer have showered down to me.
He grabs my blouse and teared it off, I tried to stop him but he's just too strong.
He made me lie down on the floor and went on top of me.

"what? can you just stop crying? It doesnt suit a whore like you" -Brother Sehun.
"Pl-please st- pmmm"
He sealed my lips with his and held my left breast and massage it.
He is aggressive, It hurts but I cant fight back.
I am so helpless.
"See? you are liking it~ Such a whore" -Brother Sehun.
He smirk then goes down to my breast, He sucks it hard like a baby who has been thirsty for days.
"Uhhhmm"
I dont want it but what is this? what is this feeling that I am having? That I am feeling right now? Something that I cant explain.

He Took of my skirt along with my undergarments. I covered my body.
"Please. Im your sister, I-im begging y-you"
Once again, With all my strength I tried to beg him to stop yet he just gave me a smirk on his lip.
"Yes, Indeed. You are my sister, My sweet little sister. be polite and this big brother won't go rough on you" -Brother Sehun.
"Please brother"
I tried to escape from his grasp but he gave me a blow on my stomach.
*cough cough cough*

I almost lost my concious, I cant move.
I dont have any strength to fight back.
He continue what he started.
He Positioned himself ontop of me and entered his thing inside me aggressively which hurts a lot.
"Ahhh! Uugghh! Pl-e"
He Takes it out and put in again without a sign of being gentle.
I felt like something teared up inside me. it hurts, very. but I can do nothing but to grabs his shirt as I am trying to bear with it.

He repeated what he does, he pulled it out then put it in. again and again until I felt something unfamiliar, something that I wanted this thing to keep on going.

I bit my lips to keep myself from letting out any word but he pounded on me faster.
Faster, Deeper and harder that I cant even keep it up anymore.

"Uhhmm~ Ahhh~ Uuhhhmm~ Ahhh~ Ahmmm~"
"Moan for me Bitch Uugghh~ mm" -Brother Sehun.
He moves his hips in and out as fast as he could.

I dont want this but why does it feels like My body's reacting the opposite.
I hate it, I hate how I am wanting what we are doing. I hate how I am helpless right now but it feels like I am actually enjoying it, I hate it that I am moaning like a whore right now.

"You are enjoying it huh?" -Brother Sehun.
He gave me an insulting look.
"Uuhhmm~ Ahhh~ Uhmm"
"Uggh~Shit. fucking tight" -Brother Sehun.
He puts one of my leg on his shoulder which gives him a wider access in me.
He Moves really fast and going deep inside me.
"Ahhh~ auhmmm~ Uhmm~ Bro-brother ple—please"

I wanted to tell him to stop, I hate it how I am going crazy everytime he put his thing inside me.

"Please what? uggh" -Brother Sehun.
"Uhhhmm~ ahhh ahhhh ahhhh uhmmm"
"Tell me~ Uhmm" -Brother Sehun.
He's looking straight into my eyes while moving slowly.
"Uhhmm~ Hmmm"
I was able to breath in air but why does it feels like I want him to keep on going.
I am starting to get tired yet i want more of him.
He pulled Me up to get close to him and slid his tounge inside my mouth and began to explore it inside me, He grabs my breast and squeeze it hard.
"Ugggh~ "
" enjoying huh?" -Brother Sehun.

He pushed me down and my back really hurts but he doesnt care about it. He started moving his hip in and out real fast that made my Breast bounced up and down.
"Ahhh~ Ahhh~ Uhhmm~ Ahhhh~ Uggghh"
"Uuugghh Uhmm" -Brother Sehun.
"I- Ahh~ wann—-na pe—e uhhmm ahhh"
He moves faster until I felt a liquid coming out from me down there, I became so tired as soon as it come off but he keep on pounding on me.

I dont know how long it took until he finally took his thing off Immediately and grabs my hair close to his thing.
I am breathing heavily, I am Physically and Mentally tired but that didnt end there.
I saw him rubbing his thing up and down and forcefully put his Thing inside my mouth.

I felt a hot lil' sticky liquid coming off from his Thing into my mouth, I tried to take it off but he grabs my head closer.
When he is finally done, he took it off and covers my mouth.
"swallow it bitch" -Brother Sehun.
and so did I.

I can't move even an inch when he left.
I havent dressed myself yet, Not minding that there might be some student that will come up here.
It hurts, My heart hurts more than what's hurt between my legs.
I cant even cry it all out anymore 'cause it seems like my eyes get dried.

"Let's All Be Lonely Together~ Let Our Anxiety Eat Us, Let Ourselves Be Drown To The Deepest Misery Of Our Lives."

~ScarredPhysique