Unspoken Misery

CHAPTER 4

As I entered the Bar, everyone's eyes were glued on me. I felt embarrassed so They still find me weird. I was about to go when someone grabs my waist and pulled me to the Dance floor.

"Trying to escape after catching out attention?"
He whispered into my ears. I felt goosebumps all over me. This is unusual so I feel really uncomfortable.

I turned around and finally get to see the man who pulled me here.
I was stunned, He seems like An American but he is very Charming.
"Hi Sexy~ The name's James. James Reid"
"Hi, I'm Anne"
I replied shyly.

We started to dance And I dont know it seems like my Body is going with the beat.

He pulled me closer and so I felt something hard that's poking my stomach.
"You woke it up~ Mind taking responsibility?" -James.
He said huskily through my ears that made me heat up and without even realizing I nod.

"Uggh~ Uhmm"
He's kissing me aggressively, I grab his nape and make him more close to me. I bit his lips.
"Wild~ I like that" -James.
I remember how I've been helpless earlier.
I Pulled up his shirt but he tried to stop me.
He held my hand.
"Easy babe" -James.
He said chuckling, I looked at him Sharply.
"Let's go get a room, We're in the Restroom you see" -James.
He reminds me smiling.
I locked the door.
"Now, Happy?"
"Woah~ So y-mmm" -James.
before he could finish his word, I pulled him and started kissing him.

"Mmmm"
I felt his Hands cupping my Butt and started Squeezing it Hard.
I took his shirt off without breaking the kiss.

"Mmmm~" -James.
He is groping my breast and finally took my Tops off, Leaving only my brassierre.
"Gorgeous~" -James.
He whispered as he is looking at my Breast.
He made me sit on the sink as he stand between my legs.

He unhook my Bra and cupped the other one while squeezing it gently.
"Uhhmmm~"
I moan softly.
He bends and Suck my nipple that made me grabs his hair.
"Ahhh~ Uhmmm~"
He is making me go crazy to the point that I am forgetting my Name.
"Fck. I cant hold it anymore" -James.
He looked at me burning with desire.
He took all of his clothes and mine.

He spread my legs wider as he enter his thing in me.
"aahhhh~ Uhmmm~ Hmmmm~"
"Shit! ugghh~ You are fucking tight" -James.
"Ahhh~ Uhmmm"
He moves his hip faster while squeezing my left breast.
"Ahhhh~ Ahhhh~ Ahhh~"
Fuck. This feeling's made me lost words to explain it.
"Ugghh~ Fuck" -James.
He squeezes my leg while going in and out.
Being in this kind of position made me more tight.
"Ahh~ Faster~ Fuck~"
"Fuck~ You are fucking hot" -James.

He pulled me down the sink and made me face the mirror.
"What are you doing?"
"Easy babe, I want you to see yourself while I fuck you from behind"
and before I say a word he enter his thing inside me.
"Ahhhh~ Fuck! Ahhhh"
As I am facing the mirror I saw both of our reactions,My face's getting red and so he is.
"Ughhh Fuck!" -James.
He grabs my hair and fuck me real hard from behind.
"Ahhhh~ Ugghhh~ Uhmmm~ Ahhhh"
"Fuck, Im cumming-" -James.
"Ahhhhhh~ Uhmmmm- Ughh"
And before I knew it a liquid comes off from me that made it smoother.

He even pounds harder and faster while squeezing my ass.
"Fuck you are fucking wet babe" -James.
"Ahhh~ Uhmmm~ Ahhhh~"
"Im cumming fuckk" -James.
"Ahhhh~ Faster~ Fuck"
"Ahh~ Ughhh~" -James.
He pulled his dick out and let the liquid comes off.
I turned around and face him, He is breathing heavily.
"you are so hot babe" -James.
he said while holding my ass and squeeze it.
He is sweating hard.

He is tired but it feels like Im not. I want more.
I started picking up my clothes from the floor and wear it.
"Where are you going babe?" -James.
"Home, Bye"
"Waitt-" -James.
I opened the door and came out, he's not able to follow me 'cause he hasnt dressed himself yet so I took the chance and went out the Bar.

*Sigh*
For a moment, I forgot who I am.
For a moment, I forgot the pain.
for a moment, I was loved, I was cared for.

*Beeeeeepp*
I was taken aback when I heard a loud beep behind me and when I turn, It was a red Lamborghini waving at me.
It accelerated a little to see me,the window was open.

"Hi there beautiful! want a ride?"
Another Handsome man asking me out.
"Sure!"
I answered and open the door.
as I sat he stretch his hand for a handshake.
"Lee Seung Gi" -Seung Gi.
"Im Anne"
I said smiling and take his hand for a handshake.
He is looking at me intently.
"Where's your stop then? I'll take you there" -Seung Gi.
I am craving, His polo was kind pf unbottoned that made me see his collar bone.
It was tempting.

I place my hand above his leg and squeeze it gently when he stopped the car and pulled me.
"Hmmmm~"
"Can't wait eh?" -Seung Gi.

And So it Happened but after having a Round, I walked away and feels like I am not satisfied.

This is wrong but does it matters?
In this life, do right and wrong still works?
Does it still followed by People?
Does People care about that?

After Seung Gi, There Goes Chen and Kyungsoo.

For a while that they are inside me, gave me warmth.
For a moment that I am locked by their embrace, I felt cared for.
For a second that I am praised, I feel like I am Valued.

These were mistakenly understood but who cares?
Im Already Miserable, I am scarred, Tainted and Unwanted.
Atleast even for a while, Even with a Stranger.
I am wanted, I am Valued, I was treated with Care.

"Let's All Be Lonely Together~ Let Our Anxiety Eat Us, Let Ourselves Be Drown To The Deepest Misery Of Our Lives."

~ScarredPhysique