Nowadays you and San were really busy with your lives. He was working with comeback, practicing, getting home late. Because of that you started to fall apart. When he got home you two would usually fight, of being tired because of that kind of relationship...
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Today you wanted to make up with San and talk. You were free, so baked his favourite muffins and went to his company. You were kinda nervous and hoped that they are not practicing. In corridor you saw Hongjoong with Yunho
"Oh Hongjoong, Yunho!" You shouted and they turned around and smiled
"Y/N what are you doing here?" Hongjoong said waiting for you to approach them.
"I came to see San, last night we fought, so today I decided to start everything all over again and talk" You said and they nodded
"I saw him in practice room, in 3rd floor" Yunho said and you thanked him. After saying your goodbyes you went your own ways
"I hope he's not busy..." You said to yourself walking in elevator. Everyone in company already knew you and were happy to see you passing by
As you got in 3rd floor you said hi to one of the staffs and went to see San. Before walking in, you inhaled and closed your eyes
"Why am I so nervous? He's my boyfriend after all" You said to yourself and slowly walked in. As soon as you saw him, you dropped the bag which was for him and froze in your place. He was making out with one of the dancers against the wall. You felt tears running down your cheeks. She saw you and pushed him off. San turned around and you quickly ran out
"Y/N wait!" He shouted and buttoned up his shirt. He ran after you and shouted your name. You didn't even turn back and ran home. San was too late and couldn't catch you
He ran back in company and bumped in Mingi
"Woah, where are you running?" Mingi chuckled but San ran past him
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You got home and couldn't stop crying. You blamed all world for being so hurtful and mean. You went to your bedroom and broke all the framed photos of you two. You decided not to think anymore and just let alcohol do it's job.
San got home and saw you drinking. He slowly walked to you and didn't know how to start a conversation...
"I-I'm sorry" He said and you chuckled looking at your glass.
"You're sorry? You know if only sorry would help, there would be no violence and police in this world" You said and he put his hand on your shoulder. You quickly got up and slapped him
"Don't you dare to touch me with your dirty hands! Fuck you San! I hate you! I don't give a damn about you or our relationship anymore! I'm done!" You shouted pushing him out of your way
"Baby listen, I know I really fucked up. But I was tired of all our fights" He said and you turned to him
"Tired? I'm fucking tired too, but I don't go and don't fuck any guys around" You said taking your things from closet. He stopped you and took the clothes from your hands
"Can you stop so we can talk?" He asked looking at you
"I don't want to talk to you, go to her maybe with her you won't be tired" You said taking your things from his hands
"I didn't say that I was tired of you" He said sighing. He grabbed your hands and stopped you from doing anything
"I said don't touch me" You said getting out of his grip and leaving the room. San all the time watched your every move as he was walking behind you and begging for you to listen to him. You finished packing your most important things and took your luggage
