When You're Ready

~The Controlling Relationship~

Camila's P.O.V.

A few days passed since the Austin Mahone Tour and I can say that our schedule got pretty free, there had been a few interviews in the morning but other than that we are already free to do whatever we like. We got so much free time that we bascially had our own me time everyday, at times we got out with our families but at times just like last week, we decided to have some fun and head to one restaurant to eat.

Actually nothing changed that much aside from the fact that we really just missed being on the road and performing day after day, waking up early seemed like a routine now unlike what we do in the past since we usually last until 1 in the morning. Much worse at time 3, but those bad habits are gone now and we are getting very much adjusted in the new routine.

I actually still have connections with Shawn, we usually text each other whenever we have the time and follow each other's lives thorough the social media pages we have. He doesn't post much so I usually text him and ask how he's doing, he'll reply after a few minutes and then we would have a quite short conversation. At times it would get long and at the end of the conversation I realized that there was no stable topic in our conversation, I couldn't even recall the things we've talked about as we kept joking.

Being to tour with him somehow changed my life, he admitted that he was thankful that I approached him since he was being a loner in one corner. I actually don't admit it but he always tell me that because of me he got to meet so many people and have so many friends even if they're not that close just like me, he said he also got closer with the girls because of me, they don't talk that much but whenever they have the time hugs and small talks are being exchanged.

I was enjoying my peaceful sleep just when I could hear my phone ringing, I tossed and turned, trying to find the proper comfortable position just so I could fall back asleep since I was so tired from doing nothing all day yesterday. I don't know if that's even a thing but yeah, that currently is what's happening in my life right now, sleep, eat, sleep and eat.

The ringing of my phone got so annoying that I didn't have any choice but to reach for my phone on the nightstand and answered whoever is calling me. I didn't try to answer it earlier hoping that the caller would be aware that I didn't want whoever he is to disturb my sleep but it seems like he doesn't know how to listen at all.

"Good morning"

My eyes opened wide as I sprung up right on the bed the moment I heard that voice, dizziness came to hit me full force with the sudden change of movement that I did. I was grabbing my head while trying to calm myself down, I don't think I would still be able to live right after this...

"Good morning!" I tried to greet him cheerfully despite my very dizzy state, stupid Camila!

"Are you free today? Let's have lunch together"

I almost couldn't contain my excitement and almost let out a squeal, ALMOST but I didn't which was really good. He might get super turned off with me when I act like this, usually he wouldn't comment which means he doesn't mind and that he's contented with me.

"Sure! We don't have any schedules today plus I'm free until dinner Austin"

"Then let's have lunch and dinner then" His affirmation brought such a great smile to my face making me blush, we are going to see each other again!

Since the tour had ended Austin already kept contacting me, he tried to call me and message me everytime he gets the time and we grew so much close because of that. He also kept wanting to meet me and the girls but usually it would only be me, good thing there were no paparazzi when it's just the two fo us together. That friendship eventually grew to something more as I realized that I was actually attracted to him, probably it started during the last week of the tour, I'm not sure when but I know it started there.