When You're Ready

~The Beginning Of The Rumors~

Shawn's P.O.V.

I never actually believed in miracles, if ever I did then that would only happen once in a lifetime and it would completely change your life for the better. At first that had happened to me, being well known in Vine is something I've never really expected, it was a dream come true, a miracle that changed my life so badly, for the better. I thought that was the end of everything because I was already contented in being an artist, in where I am right now, in giving and releasing songs for the people who might have beenthrough the same story in all of my songs or probably who also had the same experiences as me.

However it happened twice right now, a miracle magically happened and right now I couldn't help but think that I am still in the verge of dreaming and still hadn't woke up to the reality of this world. The moment my song 'Stitches' was released it quickly went to different charts in different parts of the world, the rank continues to rise every now and then. The music video that was released also gained so many views, it was super unexpected, unexplainable and the only thing I was able to do is just to hope and wait for better news. I myself can't even believe that something like this is happening...

This morning I woke up with that great news, Andrew kept calling me, informing me about the news when my phone suddenly rang. A wide smile immediately appeared on my lips whem the name of 'Camilita' appeared, somehow I wasn't expecting her call this early in the morning but I am thankful that she did call me. I think I needed someone to bring me back to reality whem such great things like this happens in succession, Camila will be that one person who can probably calm me down with her antics and humor.

"Oh my goodness Shawn! You are so amazing! Congratulations!"

Her squeal on the other line made me think that she probably woke all of the girls up, she really have a high pitched voice that somehow makes your ears twitch however when she sing she really is just great. I managed to pull my phone away from me during the time she was really screaming happily, the only thing I managed to really hear is her screams and so I just kept laughing and smiling, letting the girl finish her over bundled joy that she has.

The thought of seeing her doing that came across my mind, she must probably be running around or jumping if I would see her personally. Right now for sure she might only be sitting in her bed and jumping like a little kid. Sometimes I could see a three year old hyperactive kid in her, it's just it's trapped inside and 18 years old body.

"Thank you, don't make it seem like I won an award or something" I managed to speak right after her very happy squeal, I thought it wouldn't end but thank god it did because she might hurt her throat.

Her congratulating me made me feel so good, I just couldn't believe that someone as famous as her became a great friend of mine. It never came to me that I would have friends which are artists and right now are even sending congratulatory messages to me in different social media platforms. It felt like I am living a dream right now...

"But you'll definitely will! You are so great I can't believe it! Congratulations again!"

"I honestly can't believe this is happening, the only thing I know is that I was sleeping then the following day Andrew woke me up and let me see the views. It was just so incredible and super unexpected, I can't believe anything at all"

There was a soft pause on the other line, I didn't know what to say right after sharing my thoughts but I knew that there's something bothering Camila. I didn't want to pry on whatever she has in mind however I was hoping that mybe she would be able to tell me what was wrong, she sounded so happy earlier but now it seemed like she really was bothered.

"I'm actually envious of you, will I able to be ranked in different charts like you?" Her voice seemed small, it feels as if she went back to being a kid who is very shy to admit whatever she wants to have.