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5 years later
hope is now 15 years old . i'm damn near pushing 30 . if Lucas was here he would be 31 to be exact . every time i think about him i get sad like he just died , i still cant believe he's gone. i feel so guilty if it wasn't for me he would still be standing right now . i been in a deep depression since his death . hope was 10 when he died , she thought he left again she was so torn up inside she didn't fully understand. her and Lucas was best friends since the first day they met. i hated watching her heart break in my eyes the way she cried and screamed when i told her the truth about his death . it feels as if the excitement and pureness had left from her soul once her father lost his .
i loved Lucas , and i wouldn't have changed him for nothing in the world . i'm grateful for everything he has done for me and hope. shes so big and grown now i wish he could see her . everyday i look at her she looks more and more like him .
it pains me in my heart that Lucas is gone . i even forgot about Sammy .he tried reaching out to comfort me but i didnt wanna be around nobody but Lucas . me and hope are still close but shes just distant from the world .lucas death affected us both .
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Hope
i miss my dad , i mean what else could i say ? he was my best-friend as everybody know . he was in my life for a short time .i wish we had more time . i barley sleep right if im thinking about him . but im always thinking about him . he didn't deserve to die . my momma try to keep it together but i know shes hurting too. the funeral was amazing but i couldn't bring myself to enjoy it . that's why you should always appreciate those around you and the time with them . you never know where tomorrow leads . if it wasn't for my dad my momma wouldn't be able to be this strong right now . nor would i . he will forever be in my heart .
im losing Hope without you.
alright love me or hate me this is the end of finding mercy but stay in-tune don't loose hope on me there will be a 2 to this series . we cant Lose Hope Too . love yall thank you for supporting inbox me ideas for part 2 .
