i literally can't even feel like shit n express it w/o someone trying to play the 'I feel worse than you so FuCk OfF' or 'there are people who feel worse then you suck it up' cards.
Like holy shit I KNOW people feel worse than me but god motherfucking damn it if I can't have one SINGLE moment to worry about myself then I swear to fuck I'm going to lose my shit.
I don't want sympathy. I don't want your shit either. I just need this one moment to acknowledge that I feel like shit so n that I need to get myself together. I never think about myself n when I FINALLY do people pull that oh you just want attention shit and its so annoying.
bitch NO i want to be able to openly say how I feel so I can figure out how to fucking fix it like goddamn.
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Randomas someone who is constantly going through a crisis, I need somewhere to write down my thoughts or I'll go crazy, stg,,, Includes many sensitive topics. also,, I'm bad at spelling and i curse a lot in this lowercase somewhat intentional --
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