Chapter 3-Monday morning

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JOURNAL ENTRY-Monday 24th July 2014

When I woke up this morning, I couldn't stop thinking about Jake and how I just let him go that easily. It has been 3 days now and I have had no feelings for him whatsoever. That's what I've been telling myself. I thought it was finally the end of him and our relationship. Finally I could find someone else. Yes! I lost that thought when I was on the bus to school. I miss him. I'm already sick of this eternal war. 

 As we went passed Jakes stop, he didn't get on. I was telling myself to be relieved. But my feelings towards him still haven't changed, no matter how hard I try. He had gone for good, maybe even died from ebola, I hope. That's good right? I'm finally getting over him. Pfft who am I kiding. I'm still madly in love...

Steph leaned over,

The conversation went a little like this:

"Where's Jake?"

"I don't know." I mumbled. "Maybe he's sick."

"OMG, Lily what happened?!"

(She skips to conclusions very easily this girl, too quickly for my liking)

"God Steph, nothing happened, calm down hon."

"OK! I'm sorry! GOSH!!!"

We got to school and he wasn't there!

"Thank goodness!" I exclaimed.

He is finally out of my life...

But did I want him to be? 

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