𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚜 ☆ 𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚎 ☆ 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑

fourteen

im sorry i picked this song :')

richies pov

after a while, i let go of stan, wiping my tears

"you can leave now if you want, i still need to talk to my mom" i said quietly

stan smiles at me "okay, just please don't hurt yourself"

"i won't" i hug him and he leaves my room, then my house

i walk downstairs and sit next to my mom quietly

"hi mom" i whisper as i hug her

"hey baby, do you wanna tell me what made you so upset?" she said hugging me back

"when we were with the losers, it seemed like stan was going to put me in front of them, which he didn't, but i just got so angry... a-and scared. im sorry mommy" i started to cry again

my mom sighed "its okay baby! you don't need to apologize! you didn't do anything wrong" she kissed my head

i just held on to her tighter, never wanting to let go

"i just r-really wish he was mine" i mumbled

stans pov

i finally made it back to bills house

i ran inside, going up to bills room

"hey stuh-stan! yuh-you all right?" bill asks, standing up from his bed

i sigh deeply "yeah... im fine"

"are you sure?" he asks worryingly

"yes, bill" i smile "dont worry, it's just about richie" i look down at the scars on my arm "i don't really wanna talk about it"

he smiles back at me "okay, stan"

we lay down on his bed and i lay my head in his chest

the next day

eddies pov

"hello?" i pick up the phone

"hey! eddie spaghetti!" i hear richie answer

i sigh with a laugh "dont call me that! anyways, why'd you call me, is it about yesterday?"

"um, yeah, it kind of is" he sounds more sad then happy now "can we hang out somewhere? i really need to tell you this"

"yeah, of course! my mom isn't home right now so you can come over whenever" i smile

"okay! see ya later, eds!" he hangs up

i wonder what he has to tell me