To the sun, this is my comment on your life
The mistake was
It came by so fast
That's how you bring yourself
Like lightning and thunderThe rain is inevitable
Due when the night falls
The sun says hi to me too
But I hide from its graceThis is how I bring myself
I push people away
I fear their departure
Before they even cameAnd before I find you
Your truest genuine self
Ill take you to this rollercoaster
A whirlwind in my headI wish it was real
Not something superficial
Something I could touch
A smile I could seeYou were hot water
Your presence ease my senses
But I jumped right into you
And now my heart burnsIf I'd have let you been
Left you to yourself
This poem would've came later
Maybe by the restartI shouldn't have met you
You came too early
The sun rises at dawn
Yet here you bask in the eveningBut hey, time will pass
The flame will die
And when it comes
I can look you in the eyeIll tell you I loved you
Ill tell you I cried for you
Ill tell you I needed you
Dreamed for you
Screamed for you
Thought of you
Sang for you
Wrote for you
Prayed for you
In the art of secrecyAll of that
Just for youBut its over
Its gone now
You're my kin
And I love youBecause this time
Im here for you
Not for the feeling
But because I chose to beThis is not
A choice of the heart
You hardly make it beat
And still I stayIt takes time
To grow something beautiful
Through the storms it passed
Here it stood firm
I talked to him again
This time the feeling was gone
I'm free
November 2019
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Callouses
Poetrythis is how I cope poetry written on whim by fingers with thickned skin