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Chapter 2.5

   Hey guys! So, this chapter won't follow the manga, and is just a really short flashback/thought that Akito had before he got into Mori Mori Academy. I don't know if if qualifies as sad or not, but rain is always sad. Thanks for reading!

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Chapter 2.5

   You know, I've always disliked happy, energetic people. I'm not sure why. Maybe It's because I'm jealous? Well, anyway, that kind of person is weird. I don't know why. Every time a person has a personality like that, I can't help but doubt them. I just start to wonder if it's fake or not.

   ...Yeah, I'm just jealous. People that are naturally like that, I envy them. Emotional, expressive, friendly. Not at all like the me with fake smiles.

   My friends always said that I was weird, but I think I'm pretty normal. It's just that I have good grades and go to a lot of lessons. I'm not naturally talented, so I at least have to do this much. It's normal. If I don't do this much, I'll just be a useless disappointment of a person. Wouldn't want that to happen.

   Maybe I'm already a disappointment? I don't really know. I don't really know anything.

   Heh...probably. Well, I already figured that much. That's why I have to take lessons. I can't naturally do it. Unlike them, who can do it on the first try.

   They would probably be called geniuses, I think. Oh, by "them" I mean my brothers.

   My brothers could do anything. I think. Actually, they can't, but they're better than me. Way better.

   If I went to the same school they did before, the teacher's expectations would be really high. The Ryusei family always has geniuses. Well, I'm so different that I might be adopted. But, I know that isn't true. I just take after my mother more. That's enough about my family.

   Ryusei Akito. The child from a well off family, what's there to complain about? ...That's right, I shouldn't be so selfish, I shouldn't complain. Other people have it worse. I shouldn't be like this.

   What am I even doing with my life? I'm just wasting away here, watching anime, reading manga and fanfiction. If I died now, would anything change in this world? Well, I already know the answer. It wouldn't, of course. It would be weird to think I could do anything. I really can't.

   Haha, how did this get so depressing? I should change the mood, I'll introduce myself again. My name is Ryusei Akito. I like anime, manga, and sweets. I really don't like sports or doing work. As for fears, dogs, probably. My neighbour has a really scary dog. ...Well, I guess the mood is better now.

   Wow, aren't my thoughts pretty sad for a middle schooler? Although I'll be a high schooler soon. I think I've had these kind of thoughts since I was 9, though. If you're curious about what happened, I'll tell you. Don't expect anything edgy, though. It's just a childish thing.

   When I was 9, I knew these two boys. They were childhood friends. I knew since I've seen them together even when I was 6. Well, when I was 8, I made friends with one of them, since he was in my class. A year passed, and the two of them were in my class. I don't really remember, but they got into a fight. I was both of their friends, so I had to take both of their sides. It wasn't that bad.

   All I did was text them about what the other did, which made it worse, being a therapist. What they said about each other, it... I was on a call with them once, and one of them asked why I wasn't saying anything. I was crying. I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I really hope they didn't hear.

   Well, I'm still on friendly terms with both of them. I guess that's supposed to be my edgy backstory. Not very edgy, it was as plain as my personality. Hmm, maybe I was naturally like that. So, that's how I realized that I couldn't do anything, even if I tried. I don't really know how I got to that conclusion, though.

   "Ah, I'll be transferring soon. Mori Mori Academy, huh..."

   All I have to do, is just smile. No one will know a thing. No one ever knows a thing.

~End of chapter 2.5~

   So, there's that! I guess you guys know some more about Akito then! Hope you enjoyed, and goodbye!