need // Green Day fan fic ((EDITING))

⚬ Billie ⚬

Tré makes me feel like I've never felt before.

I can't stop thinking of him...

I write this in my journal as i daydream about him in my last period.

Thankfully none of the jocks or really anyone bothered me as i continued to scribble about him.

I liked the feeling of being invisible sometimes and just slipping into my own world.

Those soft lips.

Catlike eyes.

That smile.

The warm feeling i get when he holds me...

The bell rings, slightly startling me and knocking me out of my trance.

I stuff my journal in my bag, avoiding everyone as i walk outside.

I really don't wanna go home, so i look for tre.

I see him smoking a cig outside of the school.

"Tré!"

I yell as i speed walk towards him.

"Umm...do you mind if.."

My voice lowers and I twiddle my thumbs a bit.

"If i come over for a little while?"

His eyes light up and i smile softly.

"...I dont wanna go home, y'know?"

"Sure, i understand."

He grins at me and then takes a drag of his cigarette, the trail of smoke leaves his slightly parted soft lips slowly, almost hypnotizing me.

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We walked to his house, his dad still not there, i didn't mind though.

We got a few snacks and drinks from his kitchen and went up to his room.

I looked around the room.

"You like?"

He laughs as he jumps and sits on his untidy bed.

"Not the cleanest...i know."

That was a lie, it was better than mine by far.

Despite the clothes on the floor and unmade bed, it was comforting and surprisingly organized.

"Earth to Billie...Billie!"

He says as i just stand at his door looking around his room.

"Huh?"

I say looking at him with a raised eyebrow.

He pats on the bed.

"Don't be shy. I don't bite.."

He smirks.

I start eating my chips as i walk over and sit on the bed.

"Hard..."

I burn up but roll my eyes.

"Shut up."

"Aww, your blushing. Cute."

He burst with laughter as I punch him in the shoulder.

"Fuck off."

I say, accidentally cracking a smiling but covering it up quickly.

He moves my hand and cups my cheek with his.

He looks deep into my eyes.

"I never truly looked in your eyes. They're like emeralds..."

They widen when he says that.

"Green, shimmering...despite being coated with pain."

His voice is soft and enticing.

He runs his fingers through my hair.

I can't speak as I feel a lump in my throat.

He puts his hand back on my cheek and its silent for a second as we keep eye contact.

My eyesight makes its way down to his lips and i bite mine.

"Why do you stay with him, Billie?"

He says as he puts his hand on my shoulder softly.

"He..."

I look down at my feet.

"He wants me. He controls me. I'm all he has nowadays though...y'know? if I don't stay with him who knows what will happen..."

I say rapidly.

"Billie..."

He lifts my head up.

"He may want you, Bill. but..."

He pauses and looks at my lips, then locks his to them without hesitation.

The kiss is slow and loving.

My heart pounds and i can feel his as i put a hand on his chest.

The whole world stops for a minute as we both passionately kiss like we've been starving for this moment.

We both separate and catch our breath.

"But I need you..."

He finally admits, looking at me with hungry eyes.

I'm at a lost for words.

I eagerly pull him back into the kiss, moaning when his lips touch mine again.

He runs his hand through my hair again as he continues to kiss with the same amount of passion as me.

I hesitantly but finally pull myself away from him.

He puts a hand on my hip as he makes eye contact with me again.

"You're the most beautiful person I've ever met, Billie. Inside and out..."

His stare feels genuine and His words come out smooth, mellow and sweet just like honey.

"I can't believe he would hurt someone like you..."

I let out a breathy chuckle as I get teary-eyed once again, this time a few tears actually run down my cheek but my pathetic smile doesn't fade.

"Wow. its been forever since i actually cried...Heh.."

More fall and he wipes them away, kisses my cheek and smiles softly at me.

"It's okay, sometimes you just gotta let it out."