He Changed Me || Bang Chan

~Chapter 13~

Where am I...

Who am I...

I am not..me

You never were even after you met..him

I heard the sound of people chattering, as my vision stabled, "hm.." I mumbled, as I moved to a sitting position.

"Kyung! Oh my god are you ok?" Worried chan.

"i-i'm ok," I murmured back, as I look down to my hands and played with my fingers.

"ok.."

The short period of silence broke as seehwa interrupted, "channie, you should go practise for the festival, I'll stay here with her," she smiled at him. I felt to punch her face with my fist for casually calling him 'channie', like who the heck does she think she is?!

"yeah chan, if you want to go then..you can, s-sehwa is here anyways."

Sigh" just take care of yourself kyung," waved chan, as he walked out the door.

"great, finally I can talk to you privately," she smirked, "i don't care if you fainted or was even going to die, but I have to tell you something, stay away from chan."

"why would I do that he's m-"

"to be honest, I ain't so stupid not to know that the relationship between you two are fake. Look slut, I really hate you and I always will, and if you freaking don't follow what I say, there'll be consequences, and its gonna ruin chan's reputation and make him live in hell, you don't want that to happen right, oh, and don't worry, I'll make sure your regret you were ever born."

My eyes filled with great shock, I didn't know what to do, I was about to shatter to pieces. I didn't want ignore chan, and..at the same time, I don't want to destroy his reputation as an idol...

"o..ok," I mumbled in regret, as I held my tears back just so I don't show how sensitive I am.

Seehwa walked out of the door, as she slammed it behind her. I cried out loud, not too loud for anyone to hear. I bashed my head in my hands and pulled my hair in frustration, soon, it turned to a frizzy mess of black thin strands.

"noona? Are you ok?" Cautioned someone, who entered the door.

"can you give me one second," I begged ,as I quickly fixed my hair, "ok, come in,"

It was jeongin who quietly shuffled beside me, as he dropped his books on the soft sofa in front of me.

"noona, I heard you screaming, are you ok? Should I bring cha-"

"no no, don't need to bring him, I'm totally fine, see? I am okay, I wasn't screaming, like who said I was? And I was totally not crying, or anything, so don't worry I'm totally sane, not depressed or frustrated, am fin-"

"noonAAA! Calm down!!" Interrupted jeongin, as he was annoyed by me blurting everything, "you seriously aren't a good liar."

Jeongin fixed his sitting position, as he rested his chin on his palms, "something's literally bothering you, I can see it."

I took a deep sigh, as I started to tell everything from a to z. Droplets of tears ran down my cheeks, and my eyes started turning red from all the crying, jeongin patted my back and told me, everything is going to be ok..

"noona, just tell chan, he must know, and also how you have feelings for him-"

"me? Feelings, for him?? But how-"

"look, apparently I can see it from your words and was you behave, on how you really like him, whenever seehwa is there, or any girl to be exact, you just get jealous, and feel broken, feel like the world is ending," he advised.

"h-how do you know all this?" I asked is awe.

"well, I see the surrounding world of mine and get values, and on, it's a long story."

"b-but, seehwa will kill me if I tell..."

"seehwa is just a stupid girl who just wants to make you regret yourself, if you want to ignore chan, I advise not to, you must tell him, or I'll drag you there and tell him myself," he warned.

"jeez, I'll...try I guess..."

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I walked off after a long chat with jeongin, and surprisingly, school had ended, and I didn't even realise. I rested my backpack on my back, as I silently walked out of the school's gate.

"hey kyung," said someone, I turned to see chan, but he was not alone.

"u-um, hey, oh and hello seehwa, I'm just going to go no-"

"why are you in such a hurry," questioned chan, as he tried to look into my eyes, I quickly looked down, and tug my hand away from his grip.

"i-i'm sorry but-"

"oh noona, there you are! Let's go," just on time, jeongin came and interrupted the awkward conversation, "chan hyung, I'll walk with her today, you and...'that slu- I mean pretty ahem girl' walk together, you guys said you have to plan for the project right? So yeah you two o ahead OK BYE," finished jeongin, as he hurried far from the, and pulled me along.

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"that was awkward."

"you're right, anyways, I'll just walk home, since you have to go that way, and my home is just a second away, goodnight," I smiled, as I allowed him to walk home.

"you sure? Are you REALLy sure?" He emphasised, just to make sure.

"yeah," I guaranteed, "just walk home safely, I don't want to cause trouble, and you have to be early for your dance practice anyways."

"ok then, take care of yourself noona!" Waved jeongin, who slowly walked away. When he was at the point I can't see him, I ran back to my apartment, and hardly bashed the door open, as it closed behind me. I fell onto the sofa, as tears dropped off my eyes.

Why...WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS?! I yelled to myself, as I threw my backpack to the side, I locked the door, as I ran into my room, my thick coat and school jacket off, my hair turned to a terrible mess. My phone ringed as a notification popped up the screen.

SKZ 📶                                                                                                                                                            85% 🔋

8:30

Monday, 1 December 2019

channie 🌟💙

Kyung, did you reach home? Pls tell me

Press home to unlock homescreen

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I opened my screen and replied,

kyung: yeah.

chan: ok, good, stay safe.

Kyung: ok

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Sorry I had to stop here, I noticed I went a bit overboard with my writing, sorry lol :') 

chapter 14 tomorrow (hopefully)