He Changed Me || Bang Chan

~Chapter 14~

My head barely wants to function, I feel more of a malfunctioned robot that must be shut down immediately, or I might be the end of everything. It was already a month since I talked or had any conversations with chan. 

It was dark outside. I walked down the streets, wearing my black hoodie that I forgot to return to chan a while ago. His scent of that same strong cologne still remained, like it's a part of the hoodie forever. I had my black side bag swaying side-to-side while I shuffled across the crowd. 

I finally reached Starbucks, what can I say? It's the only place I go to, when insomnia is karma.

"Hello, welcome to Starbucks! What would you like to order today?" Welcomed the cashier, who waited patiently for me to reply.

"hello, I would like to get..uh..maybe an iced americano, and add a bit of sugar to it please," I requested.

"And what size do you want the cup to be?"

"Regular."

"Ok ma'am, that should be 5843.35 won."

"here you go."

"please wait for your order!"

-timeskip-

at last, I received my ice cold americano; condensed droplets dripped down the sides of the plastic cup. I sat at the corner- near the window- as I noticed the now heavy rain pouring down, drops of water dripping off the window. I rested my head against the window, feeling the icy cold glass of the window, shivering down my spine. 

A tear swiftly ran down my eye, "oh..why am i crying.."

'Iwhat do i mean by 'why am i crying', i know damn well that i used to always have iced americano with him... feeling so happy with him and our moment. drinking alone right now, by myself, makes me feel..so empty..

"Kyung," a voice was heard, it was so calm, and so similar..to chan's"what are you doing out here at night, and why are you crying? Is something wrong??"

"wh-what do you mean, i-i'm not c-crying," I replied, quickly wiping my tears off. i faced the man who questioned me early, and as expected..it was chan.

"kyung, come with me," ordered chan, as he tugged on my wrist firmly, pulling us away from the area.

He walked fast, and i mean, very fast. I tried to keep up with him, but it was no use.

"c-chan, i-i can't keep up."

"kyung, it's fine, we're almost near my car," he assured, taking out his car keys and unlocks his car. He opened the car door, as he seated me down.

 I was in shock, I have never seen him this serious or angry. He entered the car in the opposite side, starting the car and drove off.

"c-chan, where are we going?" I mumbled, teared up a bit to the fact that chan was somehow angry.  'Did i do something wrong?'

"just...sit..we're going to my dorm."

Chan carefully parked his car in the parking lot below his apartment, where his dorm is located. He got off the car, as he opened the car door beside me. I stepped out. 

He locked his car behind him and slammed the door softly. we then waited for the lift. I was fully drained by the rainwater, making me shiver in coldness, and so was chan. He shakes his now wet strands of hair off his eyes, whilst mine were glued to how handsome he was, although I shouldn't be engulfed in that set of emotion at this time. Chan softly tugged me out of the lift. all of a sudden, Felix had appeared.

"chan, why are you wet.. and kyung? What's going on?" Felix quetioned in curiosity, eye-ing the fact that my eyes are now swollen red.

"no time, please move Felix," he said in a calm yet fierce tone. Felix let out a little flinch, as he. automatically moved to the side. we both rushed in their apartment, his arms still wrapped around my wrist. He pushed me in his room, when he somehow pinned me to the door, and remembered to lock it.

"Kyung...why are you ignoring me?!" He said in a loud tone, "I have always tried to say hi or anything, but you're always so gloomy. You also run away from me whenever i'm there, what did I ever do to you?!"

"..." 

I couldn't talk, I couldn't move, I couldn't do anything. I hesitated to tell him. i turned my head to the side, breaking off the eye contact we had, eyebrows furrowed in hesitance.

"seehwa is just a stupid girl who just wants to make you regret yourself, if you want to ignore chan, I advise not to, you must tell him, or I'll drag you there and tell him myself"

"f-fine..i-i'll tell you ok?! I will.." I stuttered.

"you know what, its..fine you look like you don-"

"but I have to, if I don't I might lose you," I interrupted, as I stared right into his eyes again. though the room was now dark, with the moonlight being the only source of light, I knew our eye's still interlocked.

Chan lightly placed me on his bed. I sat on his soft bed with my legs folded. Chan sat beside me, pulling me closer to his chest, resting my head against it. 

I told everything, and every single thing that had been happening. I did tear up a bit here and there, but chan kept wiping them off my cheeks, and had his long arms wrapped around me as a way of reassurance. plus, i should say that his fingers ruffling through my strands of hair felt nice.

"and to be honest chan...jeongin told me...that..he noticed how I felt jealous whenever I saw seehwa around you," I giggled, while crying, "apparently, I have fell in love with you."

Without a single second wasted, chan pressed his lips against mine. My back slowly touched the soft bed of his. To be honest, His lips felt softer than a feather, and cold as well, possibly due to the fact that we were out in the rain. Chan didn't want to let go, but eventually he did, when he noticed I was out of breath.

"sorry..for doing that," he apologised.

"it's fine, I liked it anyways," I giggled, giving a tiny wink right after.

Chan smirked, as he began to lean over to me again.

"w-what are y-you doing," I questioned suspiciously, as chan's face was just few inches away. He lightly pecked my cheeks, and blurted.

"be mine, I want you so bad babygirl."

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this chapter is cringe ;-;