Mum and I sat in my room all day. I laid on her stomach and talked to the bean on how sorry I was. Mum chuckled when I called it a attention seeker as she had to vomit while I was getting my mum time.
" I'm not sure that what he wanted to do baby" mum says stroking my hair back of my face
" he" I question
" hmmm I have a feeling just like I did with you" she says but my eyes are on her bandage
" enough" she says looking at me
" but"
" your beating your self up baby you never aimed it at me it bounced and I was unlucky to receive a massive chunk of vase in my arm. To be fair it was a ugly vase" she say in deep thought
" that's how you justify it" I ask smiling on how mum is more worried that it was a ugly vase and deserved to go
" I do but honestly 2 vases you have broken in anger I've decided if you break anymore your paying for the damn ugly things" she says eating some of the food trace bought in for us.
" I swear I'm going to control it better see you bleed out and your eyes looking into mine is scary as fuck. Also did you know the bastards drugged me" I say not believing it my self
" baby you where not in a good frame of mind and trace was protecting me and his unborn child not saying you meant it but the look in your eyes was unnerving" she says in that sweet tone I've only ever heard her use with me.
" yeah I know I honestly hate myself" I say
" well I love you so until you feel better about your self you can use my love" and that ladies and gentlemen is why my mother is the best on the world. I feel like shit I hate myself yet she dose not tell me I'm wrong she doesn't get annoyed about my thoughts she just becomes my back up. She knows how it feels to hate yourself and she is letting me lean on her. I have the best mum and now I have to break her heart
" even if I tell you I may love someone other than you" I ask softer
" pft you mean axel the little shit that was in my baby girls bed with no shirt on" she says in another tone making me flinch coz boys in my room is a no no
" I'm going to be 17" i say and now my immature mother sticks her fingers in her ears
" nananannana" she says
" my baby is my baby she not become older and having boyfriends and leaving me sooo no boyfriends till it 30" she says in a rush.
" you have trace Cory rose and me I'll just have a boyfriend" I say in my goodie tooshoo eyes
" but but no ur my baby what if he hurts u I'll have to kill the enforcers son then be on the run been there done that" she says
" joking about that now" I ask
" eeeeh live once not like I can change it" she says smiling at me. My mum also knows I deal better in poor humour.
" hmmm well I think you should give him a chance" I say
" wait wait your actually already dating him" she ask and I blush
" oh my god you are grounded" she says tickling me making me laugh at how she still treated me like her baby.
" mum for real" I say
" how about we press pause on the whole axel thing for today and if he is man enough to come to me without you telling him too I'll allow it. If he wants to-do this behind my back and keep it silent then he ain't worth ur time" she says smiling done at me
" I actually like that" I say thinking that's a good idea I mean he said he would talk to mum but will he this could be a test to us. How he really feels.
" movie marathon" I ask
" omg thought you would never ask" she says being dramatic and using my throwing knife to pick under her nails
" ur not a lady how did u get trace" I ask
" I'm a doctor I drugged the giant it's all a hallucination but now I got knocked up I can trap him" she jokes and I full out belly laugh.
Shelley pov
After she fell asleep I went down stairs to take my vitamins and have some water. I was in the kitchen grabbing a salad and I felt him before I Evan heard him but I knew it was him.
" baby" he says husky
" trace" I sigh leaning into his chest
" how is she" he ask
" well terrible but mummy power worked" I say smiling
" fuck baby that was scary as all shit"
" yeah that'd never happen before trace I think I need to book her a appointment with a professional"
" she was angry babe" he says pulling away
" yeah she was trace but what if I miss something what if she takes my path in life. What if I'm too blind to see something" I say turning in his arms his face looks annoyed
" ur path" shit I've never told him
" I tried taking my own life a few times before here but I never did it I know how I just didn't" I say he nods but the anger is on his face
" trace" I say cupping his face
" I love you I know I've never said this hell I have never said it to any male. I'm done with that side of life I am happy here with u the kids and our bean on the way" I say and his face softens loads
" you love me huh" he says on only getting that part of the talk and lifting me on the middle island of the bench.
" I do but honestly it scares me" I say smiling
" and y" he ask
" loving someone who I know don't loves me back is a long road to drive down" I say smirking yeah I need words from thing big tough prez But he kisses me passionately
" you got to be kidding women I love you" he says during ruff kisses
" oh good so if I killed lets say axel I can just get away with it" I say smirking
" you caught him" he ask
" oh and the convo with my almost 17 year old about dating" I say bitter as that tasted awful.
" he is a good kid babe" he says smiling
" so your happy that the vps kid Ryder like rose" I ask and his face changes
" better fucking not she ain't dating" he says then he clicks
" I see your point" he says carrying me to bed
" you know I can walk" I say
" but this way ur legs are around me and since ur on bed rest and I can't have you the way I want u this will do" he says kissing my neck. With that I was taken to our room showered and tucked in like I do angel. Yep he really just laid and cuddled me telling me he loved me and told me about rose and she will be released soon. As they will be moving in here I might ask angel to help me with the designer for the kids rooms. Make them personalised. Cory has asked for the pool house and trace said me and him will discuss it but I made it clear dinner and breakfast with us I want him part of the family and I saw his smile it was a cheeky stone grin I know his father dose.
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Thriving Together book 1 (complete)
RomanceShelley- Never thought in a million years I would leave my home town. never thought I would succeed specially what happen when I was 15years old. I lost my family, I lost my friends, I lost my reputation and I constantly put my teenage daughter thro...
