Poems

Happy for Once

Sighing happily into a comfy bed
Nothing can reach my eyes now
Nothing bad nothing good
Fully content, forever will be
Ask me why and I will tell the story
The sails of my ship finally got me to where I wanted
My urging thoughts at the back of my head
No one can drag me deeper
I stay, into an oblivion
Profusely thinking of a quantum theory
What was that anyways?
I sigh once again
My ship is docked onto the harbour
Another island to explore
Camped out on the shore, I know
I don't want to move myself for today
Lying on a ground brings me closer to earth
The water splashing on me occasionally

Am I content?
Is this heaven?
Bouncing off walls, rocking on my toes
No one can ever stop this sugar rush
Get me a cupcake to keep this energy up
I am onto a high, I could never get back down
I know that coming down would be depressive
Why not enjoy whilst you still can?
Uncountable question rush across my head,
I do not worry about them yet
They could wait... for a later time
I am forever happy, by and by
Overcoming every distant situation of the future
Life cannot be any better
Or could it?

Happiness leaks through the tubes
And the pipes connect to my head.
Feed me more dopamine.
I never want to get down from this high
I tell my fantasy the story of success
Feel it in my veins, the best of the best
Blood, red, deep and dark
The body inside is dark,
Why do you want it to come to light?
Lying down, moaning with pleasure
I got the break I was looking for
No longer doubtful of my intelligence.
Knowledge and Wisdom come to me,
I hunger and thirst for you.

Happiness overflows my brain
I hit my hand and my tongue
My blood leaking aggressively
But I am numb with happiness
Is it narcissism at it's best?
Jokes over,
I have to move on
Let me stay at this place, I beg of you.
Jealous of my own content
But I have to move on to
Everyday's unhappiness.

-Robyn

Date: 19th January 2020