Part 2 of First Love.
Shivering with the nightmares
Endless Possibilities
Must I earn a smack on my head to think straight?
I know I am as straight as a circle
I shared my secret, I always do
After that look on your face,
you have me on the edge
Really to spit out my dark heart.
But you will never know about the
Sinful longing, urges the same
I go on extra length for that.
But promise me
Remember all our little things
Remember our harmless flirting
Why is flirting called harmless when it was harmful to my heart?
Shot right into my head, unable to think, I sink
At the bottom of the deep blue violent sea,
But you will leave me
There are other fishes about, but I want none of them.
Wanting you has been the death of me
Enjoying the high you give me,
And the butterflies in my stomach,
What am I again?
Losing myself in your brown eyes,
Remember you trying to shake me off my trance
I wish I could ask you to never let go off me
Spoke too soon, dying alone in a depressed dream
I linger around you like a lost kitten
I smile, you see me
Why call me yours if it is all going down?
Like a failed attempt of drawing a line
Finish my soul, love, so it stops hurting.
Help me shake off the temptation,
Do not encourage the sweet nicknames.
But here you go again,
You will never know what you do to me
I will bury it along with the dead
Graveyard will be merry with the love story which never happened
Dead like them, they will smile at us.
I will move heavens and earth for your love,
But my sanity will not allow.
It's amazing how we both hate me,
Unable to read you, but you read me like an open book.
Obsessed with your plump pink lips
I look at your face for rejection and disgust
Friendship too golden to waste
I won't risk it.
But here we are,
We are running out of time
You surely don't feel the same for me.
A hollow heart calls out for you, my girl
Stomp it dead, I beg of you
Just stop this nonsense, please
Let me die in peace, rather than this turmoil
Help me overcome myself
But that's too much to ask
It always will be.
I know you aren't a true friend,
But I don't want to risk it all
I am insane,
After all I am falling for a straight girl.
-Robyn
Date: 20th January 2020
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