🌹Tyrontroy
my wife and i have been living for a year in silence, a lot knows our relationship but few gives a damn about it.
"i said shut up! hon, p-please put that knife down." i shouted in fear as i watch her drop the knife on the floor, she stood still so i took the chance to hug her tight "please don't do that again, you're scaring me.." she gave a nod before hugging me back, after hours of fighting over the knife i escorted her back to the room, tucking her to bed as her cold body fall asleep,
this situation was deemed to be repetitive after figuring out her disorder, yes' my wife is mentally disabled and only i was with her the whole time, every day before work i make sure to lock the house so she couldn't get out, "did you enjoyed the cooking hon?" my smile seemed to be gentle as i clean her mouthful of rice bits, she gave me a nod and kissed my cheek before chuckling, such as sweet lady here,
"alright! i'll go to work now so please behave, okay?" i finished the dishes before preparing to work, leaving her inside to make sure she's safe from strangers,
y/n's the love of my life since day 1, my very sadness and joy, my inspiration and my comfort, i have come to think i could never leave my life without her in return,
i work at the biggest hospital here in our city as a psychiatrist, reaching out to people who has the disorder like her that makes me understand them more, "now, please close your eyes and relax your body for i'll perform the test now" i said to the patient who obeyed me, a lot of clients are out waiting for their tests but i was able to finish it all that's why i was able to drive home early from work.
"hon i'm here!" i shouted from the doorstep, i twisted the doorknob with my eyes fixing my bag and my shoes, "where are you hon? i'm here, come out" i shouted twice but nobody seemed to answer till i heared a sound in the bathroom, it doesn't sound like a cry but rather an invalid and dry whimper "hon?!", i went in only to find her doing small cuts on her wrist.
"wtf are you doing?! hon! fck!" i grabbed the knife before making her face me, "shit, you're bleeding" cold blood is already spurting out from the small yet deep cuts so i carried her out, making sure to deal with it before her blood runs out.
"i told you to behave right?! didn't you get what i said earlier?!" i'm im rage, i grab her chin with both fingers and i knew it hurts but i have to make sure she learns her lesson
i do not want to see any bruises and cuts on her body, it's such a sore in the eye'
"do you wan't me to force you to stay still and not do anything dumb again?!", she's tearing up now, oh my beloved is scared perhaps i did too much, i tried to calm myself down by stroking her hair
"please do protect your body, i value you so much my y/n, just make sure so you won't make me mad okay?" she then nodded before laying softly near me, we both fall asleep
y/n may feel a bit unsettling right now and it must be the reason why she did those, i may still feel the same fury but i need to calm down.
today's another day of work and i got load from the hospital, various clients with disorders. thou i feel indifferent for she's been acting a little bit unusual lately but i need to focus to work. "the patients list doctor, please assist them" i nodded and kept my smile to entertain the patients. i was able to finish all in no time, making sure to arrive home safely
when i got inside i stormed to the bedroom till i have my voice up again "y/n!" i went to her and grabbed her from the arm "what the actual.. fck are you doing?! i told you looking out the window is bad!" i'm furious again and this time i bet her curiousity never changed, from her arm i took the rope up the shelf and pulled her beside the bed
"you never listen! you never obey! you're making me punish you!" i shouted as much as i can while she is in tears, but nobody's stopping my authority, i tied her wrist tightly making sure there is no way she can escape, ever.
her tears fell and she could never look me in the eye, "next time it happens and you're out of the bed i'll shut you up myself!" i pointed finger at her with madness before closing the door. i could never settle, i have never been this mad before, i have never been this furious before with her self exploration and curiosity.
she stayed there for more than a day and i made sure to feed her, dress her with herself tied before going to work constantly, i thought it will make things easier till one day she decided to break it up,
tonight, in my front was her struggling arms and her being trying to escape, " i said don't struggle! i said behave! fck listen to me!" she looked at me in the eye with tears wanting freedom, "you won't listen?! you won't give a damn to what i say! fck! i said stay still! i couldn't contain it anymore so i took out the gun and shot her on the chest
if she could've listened then we will never go this far. i watch her body lie still on the floor as the blood flows in my idea of killing her
tonight, i can hear the sound of the police cars, i can hear the door opening up, i can voices and arms trying to push me down on the floor, we went this far because of her unsettling behavior,
reason why i did the same thing i did before a year ago, but now on her cold, filthy, rotting body,
that still lives only in my insane memory.
ps. bear with errors.
