Gerard Way Fell In Love With Me

The Shock

Kat's P.O.V

"You...love me?" I ask in shock. Gerard fucking Way loves me? This can't be real. Can it? He's just messing around. Isn't he?
"Yes." He says, kissing me again.
I pull away and sit up, turning to look at him, wide eyed. "How.? When..? Why..?" I just can't seem to get the words out.
He laughs. "One at a time. How? It's easy to love you. When? I guess since I first saw you. Love at first sight. Cheesy I know. But true. And as for why. Because you are amazing. In every way possible."
"But..." Yay. Way to go, Kat. I can't even string a proper sentence together. I take a deep breath and try again. "But you've only known me for two weeks and six days."
"You've been counting?" He smiled. "Well yeah. I'm a fan remember? I've been waiting to see how long it is before you realise that and push me away."
The smile went and he frowned. "Why would I do that?"
I sigh. "Because you don't have any kind of relations with fans."
"Says who?"
"You. According to the internet."
"The internet is wrong. It depends on how much we get on. Some of my friends were fans."
I frown. "So what happens now?" "Depends on you."
I sigh. "How will you know I'm genuine? I mean, I'm a fan. So how would you know if I'm telling you the truth or just saying it to be close to my idol?"
He smiles. "I don't. But I'm a good judge of character and I believe that your not like that." He rests a hand on my cheek. "I love you, Kitty Kat." Okay. Now I'm melting. What do I do? Do I say it back? I know how I feel. I just don't know what to do right now.

"You don't have to say it back. I just wanted you to know how I feel." He stands up and looks down at me with a smile. "Coffee?"

I nod. Not trusting my voice right now. He heads into the kitchen and I sit back. What the fuck just happened? Why couldn't I say it back? I know I love him. So why couldn't I get my mouth to tell him? What the fuck is wrong with me?