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        My whole life was a fucking mess to be honest with you. I'm going crazy, I've been thinking about Austin more and more... every time I try to forget about him he comes back. I keep replaying the last good memory about us. I cleaned my room for the first time in weeks, I couldn't believe what I was becoming... it was sad. I took a shower and combed through my knotted hair which hasn't been brushed in at least 3 days, my eyes were taken over by big black circles, my fingers ached with pain. I started 'Overplay' today which was pretty cool, all we did was go through the basics. I didn't see why we needed them all I was doing was handing bags to people who were fucking disgusting and perverted.

8 hours earlier

  "Wake up." I heard a voice yell while tugging at my feet

  "Andy?" I said looking at the clock "What..what are you doing here?"

 "It's training time." He replied

 "What the hell are you talking about?" I questioned "It's six in the morning."

 "Yeah, I know.. You need money don't you?" He questioned while opening up the curtains "Alex it stinks in here."

 "That's great Andy, why don't you tell me something I don't know." I said sitting up

 "Very funny Alex.. Can you please go get ready so we can go?" Andy replied before turning on the T.V 

 "Yes, calm the dick you don't have." I said before going to the bathroom.

         I looked at Andy as I walked into the entrance of the bathroom. I don't know what was going on but I was getting feelings for him, and they needed to leave. I had a dream about Austin last night and it sucked... I woke up crying and I got at least 3 to 4 hours of sleep. 

   "Hey? Al do you only get the news channel or...?" Andy screamed causing my thoughts to be disrupted 

   "Andy its called channel 7. Yes I only get that channel." I laughed while heading back into the bathroom. 

        I looked at my self in the mirror and saw everything I thought I would never look like and it sucked. I grabbed a rubber band that was sitting on the far edge of my supposed to be 'white' sink and quickly wrapped my hair into a messy bun along with grabbing a pair grey washed sweat pants which cut of at the edge of my ankles causing me to be warm. I then took my toothbrush and brushed my teeth. When I was done with that I made my way into the living room and grabbed my jacket which was hanging on my door handle. 

   "What are you watching?" I asked 

  "What does it look like I'm watching?" Andy replied 

 "I know what your watching, no need to be an asshole." I laughed "Whats the report on today?" 

 "The kid named... what's his name?" Andy looked up at my ceiling "Austin! Austin that's who there talking about." 

 "Oh... What are they saying?" I asked sitting down 

 "Their going to explain it later." He replied while smiling at me 

 "Tell me about this business." I demanded 

"What do want to know?" He asked 

"Well, how much will I be getting paid, how much do I start of with, will I be okay." 

"Alex, as long as I'm here... you're going to be okay." Andy replied while pulling me into a hug "Look it's on."

"Turn it up." I screeched 

-News report- 

        "Good Morning , I'm Mark Davis and this is ABC 7 at 6:00. As you know Austin and Megan Harris have been found dead. Both deaths have been identified as suicides, the young boy will have a service held on December 13, 2014 all close friends and family our welcome along with the public please come and share your prayers. Megan's service will be held December 20, 2014 same rules apply. Thank you and I have a great day."