I Wish... (A JB fanfic)

Chapter 18

Chapter song: Mirrors by Justin Timberlake
(Becca's pov)
I've been crying in Justin's shirt for about 10 minutes.
"It's ok now, baby. Please don't cry anymore"
Justin held me closer, making me feel safer.
"I miss you so much, Justin. I'm so stressed out"
My crying turned to sniffling and whimpering.
"Hey, if it's school that you're worried about, just forget it. As long as you try, that's all that counts"
He caressed my cheek.
"I can't do this"
I stood up and headed out the window, but Justin pulled me back.
"Don't. It'll make everything worse. Running away isn't always the answer, Becca"
He pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around me, making me hold him close.
"I'm gonna make this up to you. We're spending the day together. Tomorrow I'm gonna take you somewhere special"
He smiled beautifully at me.
"Ok"
I smiled and hugged him closer.
"In the meantime, I think I owe you a lot"
He kissed me deeply. Soon, It turned into a full make out session. As much as we wanted to take it further, we didn't, because it's too risky.
"Wanna listen to my album? You'll be the first to hear it"
He took out his phone. I guess he got it back. My parents probably won't ever give back my phone. Not after what's happened lately.
"Tell me what you think"
He handed me a pair of earphones, and I put them on.
. . .
I listened to every song. It took a while, but I loved every second of it.
"Wow....Justin, this sounds so good. I'll probably buy, like, 10 copies when it comes out"
I smiled and handed his phone back.
"That's cute, baby"
He chuckled.
"Cute?"
I raised my eyebrows.
"Yes, you're adorable"
Justin pinched my cheek. He knows I hate that.
"Ugh Justin, quit it"
I slapped his hand away.
"Fine"
He grabbed my hand and held it.
"I love you"
He pecked my cheeks with kisses.
"I love you too"
I giggled at the feeling of him.
"I've got a surprise for you. Close your eyes"
He ordered sweetly. I shut my eyes and felt his hands doing something behind my neck.
"Alright, open them"
He whispered. When I looked down, I saw a silver, very expensive-looking necklace.
"Holy crap, Justin, how did you get this?"
I admired the diamonds attached to it.
"Let's just say that all this time away really pays off"
Justin put his arm around me.
"It's beautiful. Thank you so much, Justy"
I hugged him tight.
"Aw, you deserve it..."
He hugged back.
"...Becca, I know you trust me, so I need you to not give up on us, ok?"
He whispered out of ransom.
"Ok"
I nodded.
"I know this is really difficult for you, but I promise that we'll make it. I will always love you. No matter what. You're my number one girl, shawty"
Justin whispered against my neck.
"You're so sweet, Justy"
I combed my hand through his silky, smooth hair.
"Please don't ever cut this"
I whispered and tugged it lightly.
"I may have to cut it a little bit"
He chuckled quietly.
"Ok, fine, but don't cut it all off"
I ruffled it.
"I won't, but only if you keep that smile on your face"
He smiled while flipping his hair.
"Yessir"
I giggled.
"You're so silly, babe"
He cupped my face in his hands and stared at me.
"Your eyes are so pretty, bae"
Little did he know that his eyes are more than pretty to me. They take my breath every time.
"And your cheeks are so lovable"
He pinched them again.
"Justin"
I blushed and moved his hands away.
"And your lips...your lips are my biggest weakness"
He cooed soothingly before gently planting his lips on mine. We giggled in the kiss.
"Pack your bags tonight. I'll be back at 5am to take you somewhere special"
He tenderly kissed my jawline.
"Where?"
I smiled at the feeling.
"That, my dear, is a surprise"
He tapped my nose.
"Ugh"
I laid down on the bed while blushing at the name he called me.
"I'll see you at 5am. In the meantime, I gotta work on some stuff"
He stood up and kissed me.
"Bye-I mean see you later"
I stayed on my bed.
"See you later, shawty"
He blew me a kiss before leaving. Once the door shut, I sighed. I heard a knock on the door.
"What?"
My voice grew bothered. It's like they're planning this.
"Honey, can I speak to you?"
My mom walked in and shut the door.
"I guess"
I sat up and moved as far away from her as possible.
"You know your dad isn't a big fan of Justin, and ever since you got in trouble at school, I'm not a big fan of him either"
My mom started to speak.
"It wasn't his fault. He took the blame"
I said through clenched teeth.
"...Justin's always been a nice kid. I don't know why you father doesn't like him"
Mom sighed.
"I've been asking that question for years"
I muttered.
"Becca, I'm sorry, and...if you want to spend time with Justin...I'll allow i-"
"Omigod really?!"
I hugged her for the first time in months.
"I'll have to keep your father away, and Becca, don't spend too much time with him please"
Mom ordered.
"I'll try. Thank you so much, mom"
I ran out of the house and barged into Justin's front door.
"Oh, hi Becca. I wasn't expecting you. Justin's in his room"
Pattie greeted me.
"Thank you"
I rushed to the his room, where I saw Justin writing in a notepad. He was shirtless.
"Justin"
I ran up to him and hugged him.
"Woah, Becca, what are you doing here?"
Justin stopped to hug back.
"My mom said we can see each other again"
I smiled at him.
"Wow, that's great, babe"
He kissed my temple.
"So what now?"
I straightened myself up. Justin kissed me and hovered himself over me.
"Whatever you want, bae"
He kissed me.
"Put a shirt on, Justin"
I heard Pattie shut his open door. Justin chuckled then grabbed a black shirt.
"What are you working on?"
I picked up his notepad.
"Lyrics"
He put on the shirt.
"You know you love me. I know you care. Just shout whenever and I'll be there. You are my love. You are my heart. And we will never ever ever be apart"
I mentally read the words written on the paper.
"Looks good so far. I wonder what it'll sound like when it's finished"
I set the notepad back on his bed.
"I wonder"
He sat beside me on the floor.
"I love you"
I laid on his lap.
"I love you too"
He rubbed my shoulder calmly.
"So where are we gonna go?"
I couldn't help myself.
"Fine, if you really wanna know. We're going to the Bahamas for a couple days"
He confessed.
"No way. Really?"
I sat back up and looked at him in awe.
"Yep. Just us"
He beamed.
"Wow...that sounds amazing"
I was feeling super excited now.
"It will be. Now that your mom allows us to hang out, do you mind asking her?"
Justin flipped his hair.
"No, I'll ask her when I get home"
I stated.
"Cool...so tell me about what happened yesterday"
He lowered his voice.
"...I was doing homework, and I don't know what happened. I just couldn't take it, and I missed you. I have bad grades, and I feel so alone. I just...really need you"
I muttered at the ground.
"...I need you too, baby. I wish I could be here all the time, or at least take you with me. I love you to death, babygirl. Don't ever doubt it"
He kissed my head as I rested under the protection of his arms.
"....Ok"
I whispered.
. . .
After I left Justin's, I asked my mom if I could go with Justin this weekends.
"I promise I won't spent as much time with him. Just 2 days, and I'll get back to work"
I convinced my mom.
"Well...ok. I'm gonna have to tell your father that you're with someone else"
Mom seemed unsure, but she still agreed to it.
"Yes, thank you mom"
I hugged her then went to my room. It was getting late, so I started packing. I packed everything I thought I would need, then made it just in time for dinner. It's usually quiet whenever our family eats together. It's mainly because my dad is so mean. He's nice to mom, but not to me and definitely not to Justin. I'm usually the first one done eating. I was half awake when I got to my room. I should get to bed early if I want to wake up at 5am.
-5am-
I was woken by someone's arms around me. I gasped awake.
"Shh, baby, it's just me"
I could tell by the sound and scent that it was Justin. I rested in his arms as he made his way out of my house. My mom knew I was leaving, but I think she thought I was leaving out the front door. Who cares? At least I'm with Justin. I felt him lay me down in-what I guessed was-a car.
"You can go to sleep, bae"
Justin let me rest on his lap. I think we're in a car. It doesn't matter as long as I'm with Justin.