Have you ever?
Have you ever felt like no matter how much effort you put in everyone's life to see them smile or lift them up but you are the one who always go down and down?
To brighten them up but the candle flickers out from your life?
You'll be in a world of dejection and hopelessness in all of a sudden.
A world full of darkness in which there is only one light coming and no matter how hard you try to reach that light, you fucking can't.
You'll feel a thousand knifes stabbing your body but you are numb on the outside.
You'll get stuck in the moment and in the mind it would be played again and again like a broken cassette.
You'll be hanging from the ledge by one hand and instead of helping they'll stomp on your hand to make you fall.
