Whats Wrong With Me?

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I go home. And look at  me and Angelina's radio show clips.
She would always smile.
I think i should try that.
I look at my right to see a knife.
I was tempted to kill somebody already.
But i can't Angelina will fear me.
And probably leave me...
(A few hours later)
It was afternoon I started to give in to my temptations.
I took the knife and ran outside.
Went to a nearby alleyway.
I killed everyone i saw. Until suddenly i saw Angelina walking at the sidewalk.
I didn't know what to do!
So when she almost went in this alley I stabbed myself with the knife and threw it.
I then screamed
"Aaagh!"
I then heard running It was her!
Angelina then said
"Oh My Gosh! Alastor Who did this to you?!"
She was very worried but before i could answer i blacked out.
..............

I heard beeping beside me I opened my eyes and saw Angelina beside me.
She then said
"Alastor your alive!"
She hugged me but not tightly.
It was affectionately.
I felt even better I felt myself smile.
I hugged her back.
I remember what happened! I have to think of a lie fast!
She then asks me
"Did the killer get you?"
I then said
"Yeah he ran off in the alley."
She then Said
"Boss told me that we will cancel the announcement tomorrow."
I then got up and said
"No need! I'm fine already! Besides the show must go on!"
She then laughed and said
"Well the doctors said you cant go until next week."
She looked at something behind me.
I then hugged her.
She hugged back and said
"See you next week!"
I then waved by I noticed her smile fade when she left.
The door closed and i was bored.
I started to miss her.
She just left and I already missed her!
I decided to sleep to pass time.
(Day 2)
I woke up. But I'm still on the hospital bed.
I then saw Angelina beside me napping.
She looked so peaceful.
I wanted to caress her hair.
Until i felt my hand reaching out to her I tried to stop it but it was too late.
She then woke up from her nap and said
"Why are you caressing my hair?"
I quickly snatched my hand and said
"Sorry! I didn't mean to. Wait why are you here?"
She then said
"I came to see you"
I blushed lightly.
We then talked for hours and hours until she left again.
(Day 4)
I then tried to move but I couldn't.
I see Angelina drawing
She noticed me staring and said
"Good After noon alastor!"
I then said
"Hi. Hey thanks for visiting. It means a-lot to me."
She then said
"Your welcome! Hope you get well soon."
After minutes of talking we said our goodbyes to each other.
(1 day later/ your better now.)
I decided to surprise Angelina by hugging her from behind.
As soon as she was about to go in my hospital bed I hugged her.

As soon as she was about to go in my hospital bed I hugged her

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She was surprised and said
"Aaah! You scared me a little."
We then laughed and when she was about to pay for the hospital bill, I insisted her that i pay.
We then left and decided to walk around the park.
(At the park)
I really thought that today is the day I confess.
But then she said something
"Hey alastor"
I looked at her.
She finished her sentence
"I'm actually worried that the killer might get us. I'm scared"
She said while hugging me
I felt guilty.
Little did she know she was friends with him.
I then said
"It's okay... hey why don't we just stay inside ok?"
She then nodded and we walked home together.
I noticed the way she fiddled with her fingers.
She really is scared.
When we went to the door. She said something
"Alastor be careful out there ok."
I then nodded and left.
I went to my home.
And slapped myself in the face.
I felt so ashamed.
Making her feel that way.
I think i should stop...
But I can't stop.
(At night)
I kept slaughtering people.
But I noticed something tonight...
Angelina didn't come out.
I looked at her window and saw her praying.
I then left and continued.
I couldn't stop thinking.
What am i doing?
Why can't i stop?!
What's wrong with me?!
I kept on killing.
I stopped and took a shower.
And obliterated the evidence.
I couldn't sleep.
Until i heard singing.
I opened my door and saw Angelina gently singing.
It was soothing. She was singing a lullaby to children.
I almost fell asleep.
I went to bed and listened to the lullaby.
And listened to the lyrics carefully

"Goodnight little child.
Be careful tonight.
Your smile is tender and mild.
The sky is a beautiful sight.
Sleep tight.
Don't worry you'll be alright."

(Look i know the lyrics don't make sense but is you think about it... well I'll explain later)
I then fell asleep with a smile on my face.

(Did ya like the chapter? Okay let me explain the lullaby.
So the lyrics are supposed to be about her but including the part her dad left her wouldn't sound like a kid friendly lullaby. The lullaby is quite self explanatory. Anyway your getting close to her death. I don't know why I'm so excited about her death. I actually planned it already.

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