TRUST

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You didn't deserve my trust.
You were disgusting and stank of lust.
You were the worse of them all,
But I appeared at your every beck and call.
Stupidly, I was blinded by your beauty,
For this, I reek of unfathomable fury.

"Trust me" you said.
"Love me" you said.
I caved in and I'm surprised I'm not dead.
You really put me through the wringer;
But somehow it's always you pointing the finger.
What did I do wrong now ?
You're claiming I messed up somehow.

This makes me sick to my stomach in fear.
The way you cheat without a care.
What is it I feared ?
I saw you lust after someone else so I got scared.
You should've disgusted me,
But for you, your bad ways I didn't see.

Trust.
I should've trusted  you right.
I wish I hadn't thought about your face at night;
Laying in my bed with you stuck on my mind.
I just wish a new partner wasn't so hard to find.
After time, pure fury replaced those feelings.
And now I see you as more of a monster, than a human being.

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