BEFORE I SAY GOODBYE

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Did you ever consider the way I felt?
I thought you liked the way you made my heart melt.
I felt like I had found my one in you,
But this "love" wasn't something true.

Before I say goodbye to this nightmare,
I felt we should reminisce on the dream that it was.
But as much as I want to,
It would do me no good.
Your  toxicity secretly crawled into my body.
Like you, it was a hideous infection living in all it's glory.

I made more bad decisions after you.
And they made my mental state turn a dark blue.
I hate to admit it, but I'll say it again;
"I'm angry at myself for the pain I received."
I went looking, and by someone's charms I was deceived.
How could I be so naïve too?
How could I fall for another you?

I grow sick at the thought of another relationship.
Is it so bad to want a true friendship?
I know you don't wish to hear how I felt.
I know you feel like it's some bad cards you were dealt.
I wasn't meant for you, and you not for me.
Before I say goodbye, what did you really think we'd be?

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