I Knew It || Jaspar

Letting it out Badly || Joe

"CASPAR CAN YOU STAR IN MY NEW VIDEO?" I yell from downstairs as Caspar's watching TV. He doesn't reply so I walk up the stairs.

"Caspar!" I say again.

"What are we doing?" Caspar calls, getting up slowly.

"I don't know... Q&A?" I ask. "About our horrible life as roommates."

"We could mention our sleeping together! Haha!" Caspar laughs, his face smiling and I could tell it was fake.

Nether of us mentioned it in ages, why did he bring it up?

"No!"

"You liked it" Caspar winks at me. I blush. I have to tell him I've been getting feelings. No, I'll say I'm feeling uncomfortable with our talks. I just realised you didn't know. I think I'm gay first. Which Im fine with. I have no problem with gay people. Then Caspar told me he was gay - again, he was totally find with. Happy with.

Then I felt a bit, weird around him. When he smiled at me, I melted inside. Or I had a melt down and had to go to my room to calm down.

"Caspar, I feel awkward about the whole bed thingy.." I start, looking at him. He's looking at me, concerned.

"And I think.... That I..like you." I wasn't looking forward to looking up. When I finally did, Caspar is grinning at me, the size of a banana. 

"Joe, I am not stupid! Where's the camera?!" Caspar laughs, playfully punching me in the shoulder. Great! Of course he would have thought it was a joke. I would have to. 

"There isnt a camera.... but it is a joke." I smile a fake smile. He laughs more.

"I swear, you almost had me!" He laughs to himself and walks away, leaving me confused and... well... heart broken. 

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NO! Sorry I havent updated here for a while. Narcus fanfic is the only thing I am trully excited about. And my new zalfie one. I hope you understand that this isnt going to be big at all, 10 parts? 15? I am just not that into it and im sorry to the 500 (!) lovely people reading it but it will end soon, but on a good note!!!