My whole life I was raised to be straight, but suddenly my mind is changing as of late. I'm looking at girls in a way I never have before, but I like boys too, I feel so tore. I'm trying to work this out as an intellectual, I like both genders, maybe I'm bisexual. But I'm not sexually attracted to everyone, I could be asexual, said and done. Sometimes I don't judge, it's possible to love someone different from my preferences all I can, I could possibly be pansexual (that doesn't mean I'm in love with cooking pans). Whatever I turn out to be, who can I tell? All my parents will do is scowl and yell. How about my best friend? She's trustworthy, right? Nah, I can't have her gossiping about it to everyone, bringing my secret to light. My entire extended family is straight, I don't want to be disregarded with hate. I'll just lie for now, and tell everyone I have nothing to say, but I don't need to worry, I'll tell the whole world someday.
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In My Mind (UPDATED WHENEVER)
PoetryA collection of original poems, by me. None of the art belongs to me. All poem ideas are mine. (Cover made by me)
