Madness//Mostlyluca

Chapter 2

Marlene's p.o.v

They woke up and saw me and all smiled I missed my friends.
Payton=MY BEST FRIENDDD!
He jumped up and hugged me tight
Luca=alright she's mine
Payton let go Sebastian hugged me and let go they came up to me one by one hugging me
Luca=she wants to stay with us, more or less I invited her to stay with us and go to Disney
They all agree. The boys ordered room service. I just took a nap on Luca cause I was tired and because he wouldn't let me nap alone. After 3 hours of sleeping I got up and Luca was up on his phone taking pictures with me on his chest. He was recording us
Luca=I love you
I look at him
Me=I love you more
We kissed and smiled then we got up and we took a shower then got changed. I wore my shorts and a tank top with a cardigan and my vans and put on some chapstick and perfume and lotion. We ate and talked for a bit we solved the problem a bit
Me=but I'm telling you Luca, don't hug her in front of me or behind me or when I'm not around. Don't let her be all up on you.
Luca=okay
He sighed I was fixing my hair but then I felt bad it's like I'm controlling him. But I should put some rules down right? He does too he doesn't let Payton hug me as much, doesn't like me spending a lot of time with him either it's the same with Danielle except Payton isn't always with me or on me. I let my hair go down. I have dark brown loose curls. I put my stuff away and put it in the bathroom.
Me=wanna go?
He nods no while on his phone I go to him and put his phone to the side and stand him up. I wrap my arms around his neck
Me=I really don't want to tell you what to do but Luca, sometimes you make me feel like I'm not good enough for you.
I back up and put my hands on the side of his neck.
Me=I feel like I have to compete just to get your attention. I don't want that, I want to be able to love someone without having to fight for it or ask. I love you I really do for the 4 years I been knowing you I really do love you I always have. It's just that sometimes I feel like I'm not doing enough to satisfy you. I don't want to feel like that anymore, I just want the love that we had... a year ago
Luca=you mean when we were kept as a secret?
Me=when you kept us a secret
I look in his eyes
Luca=it was a mistake to keep us a secret
Me=kinda, we didn't have problems or anything.
Luca=how could you say that?
Me=Luca, we were happy we loved each other no one bothered us. We always had fun nothing was in our way.
Luca=we need to take risks
Me=risks?! Risking our relationship?! Risking all that we have?! Luca how could you say that?! See it's okay when you do things and say things but I can't! It's like just because your the guy in this relationship doesn't mean you have an advantage to do or say shit. This is what I'm talking about.
Luca=I don't have one how many times do I have to tell you. You're the one who basically owns this relationship!
Me=own? Own?! Really are you fucking kidding me! The shit that you come up with
I let go of him and grab my phone and go to the door he was following behind me. I open the door and slam it behind me and go.
Luca=Marlene!
He was walking behind me
Luca=come back!
I kept walking to the elevator big mistake again. I pushed the button and it opened. I saw the New Jersey boys, this is embarrassing. I go in and Luca runs in before the door could close I was next to Kairi. Luca smiles at them. There was tension in the elevator
Me=hows playlist so far?
Alvaro=it's pretty good, meeting a lot of fans and doing tiktoks
Alejandro=it's actually amazing so many new things
I smile
Kairi=kinda missing home but it's fun here
He looks at me and smiles I smile too and look away remembering Luca will get mad
Mattia=you?
Me=I just got here around 6
Roshaun=morning?
I nod
Roshaun=that's early what the fuck
I chuckle
Robert=can we do a tiktok later?
I look at Luca who was already looking at me
Me=yeah sure where?
Robert=anywhere would be fine
Me=how about i go to your guys room.
Robert=alright
He smiles I smile back the door opened we go out
Alejandro=I don't think he's okay with it
Alvaro=I think they were fighting
Kairi=no they don't argue
They talked while going out first Luca and I heard
Luca=you talk to guys but I can't talk to girls?!
Me=Luca they asked a question for sakes! At least they aren't physically on me like she was!!
Luca=there's a difference!
Me=difference!? Where? The fact that she's a girl and they're guys!?
Out of the corner of my eye I seen them turn around and stop
Me=you always do this and it's fucking tiring! What's the point of being together when we always fight!? I love you but I can't be in a relationship where I have to fight for someone's love and attention!! It's tiring Luca!
He grabs my arms and pulls me close to him harshly
Luca=listen!
Alvaro=HEY!
They run to us Kairi and Alejandro get me away from him Alvaro, Roshaun and Robert stand in front of him. Mattia pulled him away
Kairi=whats your problem man? You don't grab a girl like that!
Luca=is this what you wanted?! Huh?
He looks at me angry you could see it in his eyes. Luca isn't like this but things change I guess. He gets away from Mattia and goes outside. They turned to me.

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