Madness//Mostlyluca

Chapter 4

Marlene's p.o.v

We all took crazy pictures I sat on the counter and Kairi sat next to me. He put his arm around my shoulder and they told us to laugh. We laughed we all took pictures I liked the pictures I took with Roshaun and Robert. We took silly ones and serious ones.
Me=I think I should head back I don't want him to get mad
Mattia=why would he get mad?
Me=he's insecure and thinks every guy I hang out with I'll have a thing with them
They all nod their heads in disappointment
Me=but we have to act like everything is okay because we're the "perfect social media couple that has no problems in their relationship"
Robert hugs me
Robert=call me if you need anything I'll be here for you
Roshaun=me too I'll slap the fuck out of him
Mattia=don't hesitate to call me too
Alvaro=he does anything call me okay?
Alejandro=I don't want you in a relationship where you have to fake everything and can't let people see the real you. I'm going to talk to him
Me=ale you can't, you seriously can't
Kairi=if he can't then please just text us when something bad happens or you need help
We all do a group hug
Alvaro=we'll be here for you
Kairi=always
I smile and we let go
Me=thank you guys it means a lot. Everybody says that but when it happens no one wants to help cause I'm exaggerating it
They nod their heads again
Me=I'll call and text you guys when something happens
They smile and I grab my phone and card and leave. I went to the room and Luca was sleeping. I pull out my phone and go to tiktok and pick July and start the video
Me=You know I I'm afraid of change Guess that's why we stay the same So tell me to leave I'll pack my bags get on the road Find someone that loves you better than I do darling I know 'Cause you remind me every day I'm not enough but I still stay Feels like a lifetime Just tryna get by While we're dying inside I've done a lot of things wrong Loving you being one But I can't move on
I shed a tear and smile I wipe it away. I realize it's stupid. I caption it as "POV I'm in a relationship but no one can see it, they can't see that we're not perfect". I put on cardi B's song "thru your phone" and press start.
Me=Look, I just want to break up all your shit. Call your mama phone. Let her know that she raised a bitch, then dial tone, click. And fuck your little fake ass friends. Come around actin' like they my bros. I seen y'all little group texts. Where you all like to brag about your hoes. And you can tell your little bitch. I screenshotted all her naked pics. Oh, you wanna send nudes to my man? Wake up and see your boobs on the 'Gram? Little bitch, I cannot stand you, right hand to Jesus. I might just cut all the tongues out your sneakers. Smash your TV from Best Buy. You gon' turn me into into Left Eye. I don't wanna hear 'bout invasion of privacy. I had a feeling, it turns out you lie to me. I'm holdin' back everything that's inside of me. How you out fuckin' with bitches that follow me? My heart is beating like it's bleeding out.
My eyes were watery. Cardi really is relatable. I love her songs they give me inspiration and hope. I text Payton asking why their stuff isn't in the room. He said they moved to a new room where there's more space. I turn off my phone I sat there and sighed
Luca=whats wrong?
I look at him and he was staring at me
Me=how long were you awake for?
Luca=woke up to the last line of the last song
I smile
Luca=come here mi amor
He said it so white it was adorable
Me=babe that's not how you say
He smiles
Luca=then how?
Me=mi a-m-oo-rrrr
He couldn't roll his R's that well
Me=better then the first time
Luca=can I tell you something?
I nod yes he opens his arms and I go into them he covers us with the blanket.
Luca=I cant tell you enough how sorry I am
Me=what do you mean?
I look in his eyes
Luca=all the drama, hate, problems and faking that you have to do and go through. When I promised you I wouldn't do that I knew I messed up because I can't control my actions.
Me=Luca, Im stupid for accepting your apologies but at the end of the day it'll be harder to let you go. I rather solve them with you and show that we can do it instead of breaking up.
He puts his hand on my waist
Luca=I'm sorry
He kisses me I kiss back but then pull away
Me=who ever thought I would end up with you
I smile
Luca=I'm a lot to handle but I'm glad I'm with you
He smiles and hugs me
Me=you took your shirt off?
Luca=you know I don't sleep with my shirt on
Me=no wonder it was soft
Luca=take yours off now
Me=no idiot
Luca=worth a try
He laughs I roll my eyes
Me=not really
Luca=you seen me without my shirt so many times but I only see you with out a shirt when you wear your bikini
Me=LUCA!
He laughs
Luca=its a joke
Me=mhmmm
Luca=I-
Me=your nasty
Luca=what?
Me=your downstairs babe
He turns red
Me=it's okay don't be embarrassed
Luca=this never happens around you though
I laugh
Me=what turns you on that I did?
Luca=BABE!
I laugh teasing him
Me=let me play some music
I play some music and turn it up I go back to Luca
Me=let me help you out
He turns to me and smiles I close the blinds and dim the lights.
Luca=you don't have to do it babe
Me=just chill
Luca=why are you doing this?
Me=you talk in your sleep
He turned red again
Me=it's okay

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