Madness//Mostlyluca

Chapter 21

Marlene's p.o.v

He looked into my eyes waiting for me to answer. I grabbed his face and kissed him. It felt good he kissed back. I could tell he wanted to do that. He put his hand on my waist and brought me closer to him. I kinda liked it but I realized this is going to mess with him. I pulled away and he looked at me
Me=sorry I just had the urge
I said looking into his eyes
Luca=I did too but I didn't know if you wanted to or not
He chuckled
Me=you know Luca?
Lucha=huh?
I looked down at my hands
Me=I never thought this would happen
I looked at him he was confused
Luca=what?
Me=break up I always thought we were going to be with each other
He looked down I put my hand on his neck
Me=hey, don't be so sad about it Luca
Luca=but I messed up we probably could've handled this better and still been together
Me=it's okay
Luca=I'm sorry mar I really am
Me=just tell me one thing?
He nodded
Luca=yeah anything
Me=did you ever think about breaking up with me when you were with them?
He knew that I was talking about the girls
Luca=if I'm being honest I did once, when we had an argument and I helped sissy with the music video
Me=oh
Luca=what about you?
I looked at him deep into his eyes
Me=no I never did
He sighed
Luxa=great now I feel like a jerk
He sighed again and got up I went to him
Me=Luca
He turned around and looked down at me
Me=it's alright
Luca=no it's not alright, I thought about breaking up with you before and you never have. I look like a bad ex
We both looked into each other's eyes
Luca=I know I was a bad boyfriend when we dated but if you gave me a chance I could fix that
He put his hands on my elbows and got closer to me. I looked to the side as he tried to get me to look into his eyes
Luca=what do you say?
Me=we can't Luca
Luca=why?
Me=what if this is just something that opens up bigger doors for the both of us?
Luca=you want this, don't you?
He said letting go
Me=you could be with sissy and I could do things without having to interrupt my shoots and interviews you know?
Luca=so I distracted you from that?
Me=no you didn't
Luca=then?
Me=I don't know Luca! What do you want me to tell you!? That our relationship was perfect?! Cause it sure as hell wasn't, Luca! And you know that! Do you want me to tell you that I didn't have to worry about you going around hugging and kissing some girl while I was somewhere else doing something that I love?! I always said I wasn't going to be in charge of your life and what you do with it but now I'm regretting it. The amount of times you cheated and I didn't break up with you. Why? Cause I wanted to see if we really were meant to be. But I guess you didn't
Luca=I wasn't the only one who cheated
Me=what!? Luca he kissed me I didn't want it!! How many fucking times do I have to tell you?! He kissed me and I just froze I didn't kiss back!! At least you fucking knew right away that he kissed me and that I messed up by not pushing him away! You kissed them and I didn't find out until days after it happened! And the only way I knew was because your fans told me and photos got leaked!
Luca=I'm sorry
Me=that's all you say! I'm sorry but you don't fucking mean it!!
Luca=let's talk this over again
He said grabbing my hand and taking us to his bed again. We talked about it for like two hours. But something happened in between.
Luca=so are we good now?
Me=remember you said you were going to help and stay if anything happened
Luca=I know I hope something does happen
Me=why?
Luca=cause we can grow stronger and fix things the right way
Me=yeah but you won't be in pain
Luca=but I'll help trust me
Me=I swear this isn't what I came here for
He chuckled and I got up
Luca=mar?
I looked at him and he smiled and pulled me close to him. His head was on my chest and he just hugged me. I laughed
Me=what are you doing?
He put his hand down onto my ass. He took out his phone and started taking pictures and saving them on Snapchat.
Luca=can we go to the bathroom to take the pictures?
Me=why?
Luca=it has better lighting
I laughed and we went to his bathroom.
Me=hurry before my mom comes to pick me up
He laughed and started to take pictures of us with the flash so you couldn't see me too well.
Luca=can I post one?
Me=to what?
Luca=to my stories?
Me=sure I guess
He smiled
Luca=are you going to take any?
I nodded and took some pictures of us. He even took some on my phone but he couldn't get his face in the pictures that well since he's literally 6'0 ish.
Luca=get on my back instead
I laugh as he made me get on his back and he went back a bit and he got both of us in the picture.
Luca=I think we got some
I laugh and we went back on his bed. He decided that he didn't like the bathroom pictures that much so we took more laying down with me in his arms. He put the flash and I just put my face into his neck or his chest. My hair covered the side of my face. He grabbed my face and put it close to his and we kissed he took pictures of us kissing. I laid back down and started to take pictures on his mirror. Then he got on me and put his head on my chest I took pictures of us. Then I took a video of his head on my chest and he looked up at me and we kissed again. I ended the video.
Luca=I missed this
I laugh
Me=oh shit I have to go
We both got up
Luca=I'll walk you
He got up and I did too. He decided to pick me up and carry me and walk slowly. I took a video of him carrying me I kissed his neck
Luca=don't do that you know how I get
I stopped the video and laughed
Me=nooo
I joked
Me=aver
I said in Spanish and we both looked at each other I took a video and pictures of us looking at each other and it turning out in us kissing again
Me=alright bye Luca
I said as I got off him
Luca=please stay?
Me=I can't I have to go
Luca=okay but we need to talk if anything does happen alright?
I nodded and he opened the door and closed it as I left. I walked to the car and we drove off
Mom=did it go well?
Me=yeah
Mom=well the boys are waiting for you and let's just say they're really sorry

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