No (Dean X Reader)

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Dean and I have been dating for a while now but we would be together when we happened to be in the same town. We worked some cases together too which was a good opportunity to be together all day. Last year Dean asked me to I moved in with him and Sam in the bunker. And all that did is make me fall more in love with him. He is so sweet to me and I love waking up next to him every morning. I don't think I can get enough of him.

Tonight was a quiet night so Dean and I decided on a Netflix and Chill in Dean's cave as he likes to call it. I tied my hair up in a messy bun, wore my PJs and got to the room. Dean was already there and waiting for me. "Come here beautiful" he says opening his arm for me. I sit next to him and I lay my head on his chest. He immediately wraps his arm around me and puts the bowl with the popcorn in front of me.
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After binge watching Game of Thrones' season 8 we didn't really want to go to sleep for tonight so we put on some Disney movies. "Sam just texted me that he found a case for tomorrow. Are you in?" he asks me "Sure" I say and he nods.

"Ok, I also got some Disney jokes" Dean says and I chuckle "I'm listening" I say looking up at him "Hey Cinderella, call me midnight..." he says and I look at him with a questioned look on my face "...because when I come around, I'm gonna make this dress disappear" he continues. "Oh my God" I say "I'm not done because then I'm gonna make you want to spend more time in bed than sleeping beauty" "You dirty..." I say looking at him, my sight falls to his lips "....and sexy..." I say and I kiss him. I get on top of him and I place his hands on my thighs. I mean I didn't shave my legs for no reason.
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"Sweetheart" I hear Dean whisper and I open my eyes. I realize that I feel asleep on the couch and to be exact on Dean. "I'm awake" I say and I get off of him "Are we leaving?" I ask as I rub my eyes. "Not yet. Go get ready and then we'll leave, ok?" he says and I nod. I take his shirt from the floor and I wear it because I was still naked. I peck his lips before I leave and he slaps my ass playfully as I walked away.

I got ready and I met the boys to the car. I get in the backseat and Dean starts to drive. "So what is it?" I ask "Werewolves, probably five" Sam says and I nod. I yawn and Dean sees it from the review mirror and chuckles. "Want some coffee?" he asks handing me his coffee "Oh yes, I love you" I say and I take it "I know you do" Dean says and smiles not taking his eyes off of the road.
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"You two go from the back, I take the front" Dean says closing the trunk of the car. I check if my gun is full of silver bullets and I walk to the back with Sam. Sam picks the lock and we walk quietly inside with our guns pointed up. There was stairs that lead to the basement and a few feet away there was a door that was slightly open and there was definitely blood on the floor there. "I take the stairs" Sam whispers and I nod.

I walk slowly to the door and I look inside the crack. I open the door slowly with my finger on the trigger of my gun. I got attacked by one of them which I immediately shot right in the heart. Inside that room there were the bodies of the two people that were missing. Their hearts were missing and it seems like the werewolves were working on hiding them.

I hear steps coming my way so I hide behind the door keeping my gun close to me. The door opens and get ready to shoot however was coming. "Come on Dean!" I yell whispering "What?" he asks "I was gonna shoot you" "Sorry. I got one outside" "Me too" I say pointing the dead werewolf "Sam is in the basement" "Great, let's go help him" he says and I nod. But as we walked out of the room one more werewolf jumped in front of us. We shot him in the same time and continue to walk.

But we found Sam unconscious there along with three more victims including a little girl. Dean immediately ran to Sam and I ran to the victims. "They are alive" I say and I start to untie them "I'm fine" Sam says as he stands up. The guy and the little girl woke up "Hey, we are here to help you, ok?" I say and the little girl nods "How is my wife?" the guy asks "She is alive" I say "I'm gonna take her outside" Sam says and picks her up.

"Not so fast" we hear a voice from behind. Sam, Dean and I turn slowly and we see the two remaining werewolves. "You killed our family" one of them says. "Yeah, sorry for that" Dean says ironically. "Let the guns down" he says and we kneel down slowly. But before we would leave our guns on the floor, I shot one of them and the other one jumped on me as soon as he realised what I did. "Get them out" I yell at the boys as I fight him.

But Dean ignored me and came to help me leaving Sam alone to the victims. We fight the werewolf as Sam was getting the victims free. This one seemed to be more skilled than the others. He manages to take Dean's gun and he starts shooting at random directions. But it was already too late when I manage to kill him. He had already shoot al three of the victims multiple times. They were all dead. "No..." I say still trying to catch my breath.
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When we got back to the bunker I immediately went for a shower and then I laid in bed. Dean came and laid next to me "It's not your fault" he says "If you had just listened to me and taken the outside--" I say "And leave you alone?" "I had him" "(Y/N)--" he says and I turn to my other side not letting him cuddle like he did every night.

He preferred to save me instead of saving three innocent people. I mean I get it but what if that becomes... bigger? I can't do it.
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Next morning I gathered my things and I was ready to leave. I went in the library trying to find him. He was there. "Dean, can we talk?" I ask but he seems distracted "Dean!" I say and he jumps off his seat "Are you ok?" I ask "Yeah, yeah, I'm just thinking" he says and I nod "I want to talk to you" I say "I do too actually" he says and walks to me.

"I love you so much (Y/N). I love you and everything that comes with it. I mean when we have a small argument about a case or whatever like last night, I find it really cute that you're playing mad and don't let me cuddle with you in bed but really it's what you actually want. I find it really cute when you get out of the shower after a long day and you have your PJs on, your hair is up on a bun and you come to cuddle and watch a movie and chill. And I like it when you shave your legs and you take my hand and you place it on your leg to make me feel how smooth it is. I love it when you wear only my t-shirt or my sweatshirts without pants. I love it when I hug you from behind and you grab my arms and take a deep breath" he says as he wraps his arms around me and let's me lay on his chest. And also when I hug you and you pull your arms into your chest instead of hugging me back because that way I feel like I'm protecting you from everyone and everything. When we are kissing and you stop and look up to me with those beautiful eyes of yours and you take a deep breath... It just melts me. Also, this is kind of embarrassing but I love it when you sent me random cute messages like I miss you or I love you. You make me want to throw all this away and have a normal life and babies with you. When I was feeling so down and like I couldn't even breath, you would call and you would say Baby, I know that you are going through some shit right now but I want to see you so where are you? And you would drive to wherever I was and you'd be like let's just go for a walk, get a coffee, it's on me, I just want to see you smile, don't worry everything is gonna be ok. That's when I was sure" "Sure of what?" I ask "That if I let you go, I would have made the worst mistake of my life".

"So (Y/N), will you marry me?" he asks me making it more difficult than it already is. I take a deep breath "No. I'm sorry but I can't" I say and I try to walk away but he stops me "You can't?" he asks. I could see the pain in his beautiful eyes. There was a tear that roll down my cheek so I wipe it "Because you are the hero and heros are never the ones who are left standing. And one day you'll have to choose between saving me and stopping something terrible from happening to the world and I... I don't want you to make you choose because I know what you are gonna choose, I mean you did it before and to be exact you did it yesterday. I'm sorry but I can't be the reason that stopped you from saving the entire world because I'm sure that one day you will save everyone" I say. I wipe the tears that rolled down my cheeks.

"(Y/N)..." "Please don't say anything. It's already hard enough" I say and I smile between the tears. I stand on my tip toes and I peck his lips "I love you. And don't ever forget that you are a hero, ok?" I say and I pull away. "Goodbye Dean" I say and I walk away.

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