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"you'll be okay." cal smiled at me.

"who says somethings wrong now?" i laughed.

"i can tell by your face. and that guy over there? he isn't worth your tears or heartbreak. yeah he's one of my best mates, but this is wrong. the guy i know wouldn't do this to the one person he genuinely loves. i know for a fact, that he knows what he's fucking doing to you, and it's killing me just watching." he said, stopping to take a breath.

i could tell he was getting agitated. for some reason, he cares a lot. the guy barely knows me, but he can tell everything i'm going through just by looking at me.

"it's been going on for a fucking year now payton!" cal said, yelling the 'payton' part.

yep, he's agitated.

simon, ethan and JJ were standing beside me, as we all stared at cal listening to what he had to say. apparently somewhere in the mix i started crying again.

FUCKING PUSSY.

wow. i love bullying myself.

"the fact that no ones said anything is beyond me." cal said, a bit loud, as he was still upset.

"he's right. you need to talk to him." harry's little brother, josh, said from beside cal.

when the fuck did he get there?

"i don't like seeing you sad. especially over my dumbass brother who can't see how much you're worth." he added.

"thank you guys." i smiled wiping my face off.

thank god i decided not to wear makeup today. that would've been messy.

"anytime." simon smiled as they all pulled me into a hug.

"i love group hugs." i laughed, sounding stuffed up.

everyone eventually walked away except JJ and Simon.

"we can talk at lunch." i smiled.

"i gotta talk to Harold now though." i said, as my heart beat quickened.

"you've got this. text me if you need us and we'll be there ASAP" JJ said, as Simon nodded in agreement.

"wish me luck." i breathed out, looking at my watch.

we still have fifteen minutes till the first bell. plenty of time.

"luck." Simon smiled, as we all walked back to our little group.

"hey um, harry can we talk?" i asked softly as he looked at me, a bit annoyed i was pulling him from his conversation with Katie.

"yeah one second, there's actually something i wanted to talk about." he laughed, before going back to his conversation with Katie.

"oh. okay." i said, before turning back around so i could talk with JJ, Ethan and Simon.

"it's now or never tell him you wanna talk now." ethan said as i shook my head no, i was far to nervous for that.

"JJ." simon smiled, as JJ laughed. he was looking for any excuse to yell at harry.

"JJ no." i mumbled as he went off like a lose canon, ignoring everything i had said.

"hey. she said she wants to talk now. not when you two are done gossiping." JJ said, in a voice that scared the actual shit out of me.

"so i suggest you go now." he said through gritted teeth.

holy fuck.

JJ can be scary.

who would've know.

not me.

"whatever." he mumbled.

"let's go."

"okay." i said softly.

JJ patted my shoulder as i walked past him. i think it was supposed to be "comforting" but it was just awkward to be honest.

"hey." i smiled.

"hey." he laughed, as we walked outside to the courtyard.

"you can talk about what you had to say first." i chuckled, as we stood in front of the benches since there was nobody there.

"okay." he said, thinking over what he wanted to say.

"there's really no easy way to put this." he whispered to himself.

no easy way to put what?

fuck.

no.

please no.

god this is one thing i've got, please NO.

"i've caught feelings for someone else."

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