33. preparation

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I'm always feel nervous, there's alot of things came to my mind, what if's....
What if i proposed to her and she rejected me?  What do i do if that's happened or what if she said yes? What will happened next?

"jk on earth... Jk jk" shaun speak

"holy shit, ugh....."

"hell... What stressed you out?" she asked

"nothing..." i sighed "it's just nothing"

"okay" does she don't wanna know?

"fine... I want to propose to her" i whispered

"and... What's the problem with..... "she paused and think for a second "uhh will you say it again? You will... going to.... Uhm propose to feli? Did i heard it right?" i nodded "oh my god.... Oh my god!!!"

"what if she rejected me?" she looked straight into my eyes

"she won't...trust me"

"i don't know..."

"trust her.. Trust your heart, trust her love for you, she won't rejected you and if she did i'll hurt her...kidding. i can't do that haha" she replied

"i'm.... Scared"

~♥~

"yoongi hyung" i whined infront of him

"are you a man? What do you want? Everytime You're near, i feel like shit" he said

"i want to know if jk has another girl?" i asked

"another what?" he laughed "are you kidding me?"

"no.... "

"that's fcking question, he is a one man woman, meaning... He can only love one girl and that is you, and if you have doubt about it, stalk him"

"oh.. That's a good idea..."

"oh no.. I'm kidding about that...feli you shouldn't do that, wait... Uhmmm aren't you trust him?"

"i do... For a long time i did"

"why don't you ask him rather than stalk him?"

"i'm scared" i whispered

~♥~

I decided to do what my heart wants, i'm here at her favorite place, Everything is doing good according to our plan, blue and purple flowers, the decoration is based on feli's style according to shaun.

"jk do you like what you see?" shaun asked

"yes.. It's beautiful.. But... I'm nervous"

"tomorrow is the day so don't feel nervous why don't you practice your speech" she said

"right now?" she nodded "not a bad idea" i slowly closed my eyes and inhaled before i started my speech

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