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❥ ᴘᴀʀᴀᴅɪsᴇ

❝ happiness can only last for so long before you wake up and realise your happiness was a dream. ❞

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❪ third pov. ❫

she knew that when she came back, she would have to go back to doing things she used to do.

she knew that when she got back and was settled, the four brothers would talk about how she needed to go back to school.

she knew it was going to come at some point, she just wished it wouldn't happen.

and even though she wished and wished, Yuma sat her down as she was getting ready for bed, and told her that she was going to go to school, she had to.

and though she didn't like it, she complied, and kept her thoughts to herself.

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after a few weeks of being there, and a few days of being told she was going back to school, she had managed to gain back more and more information, and memories about the ones she knew before.

to the least, she wasn't happy about going to school.

the day before she learned again that her actual brother hated her and was abandoned due to a girl named Yui. and quickly also learned she had a deep hatred for Yui and wanted to ruin her life once she remembered.

but anger quickly turned to sadness once she remembered what happened before she
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but she was back, and was happy that she was back.

though she missed Helen, she was such a big help to her and hopes to see her again later in the future.

but she had to focus. she had written a bunch of things down as to her relationship with each and every person she remembered that stayed close to her heart.

it wasn't that long of a list, but it still made her feel good doing something about it.

kou had told her that they had to move her to different room, as to her original one looked like a tornado ran through that room.

she had asked if she could see it and he had led her to the room.

"thanks, kou!"

y/n smiled, and pat kou's shoulder while he gave her smile.

she walked into the room and shut the door behind her, before turning and, taking a deep breath.

she started to move around the room and stared at a large patch of dried blood on the floor. it seemed as most of it was gone, but it had seeped it's way into the floor, and was hard to get out. she held herself and walked to the restroom and frowned seeing how she left it.

her large mirror was broken and shattered, and the pieces of glass were in a pile on a large towel.

she turned away from the restroom and went toward her bed, seeing a note from those who didn't give two fucks about her, and shivered slightly as the words from the note that had engraved itself into her mind once she remembered everything.

she sat on the floor, and curled up, pulling her knees to her chest, looking around.

she didn't know what to do, or think, or even say for that matter.

it took a bit before she realised someone was with her.

"are you... okay, y/n?"

y/n turned her head, and smiled softly at Azusa, as he was hugging himself, standing in the door way, looking at her with sad eyes and a depressing smile.

"i... knocked but... you never answered... i... i got worried..."

"that's fine, im, im okay."

"well... Ruki said that... you will be attending school... again... tomorrow..."

"do i still have my old uniform?"

y/n said, standing, putting her hands behind her back.

Azusa nodded his head,

"yes, it's being washed... oh... and, uh... dinner, dinner is ready..."

y/n nodded, smiling,

"okay, let's go then!"

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"listen, y/n, whatever happens there tomorrow, one of us will be with you throughout the day. we have had help rearranging our school schedule so that each period one of us will be with you, you won't be alone."

ruki had explained to her what would happen at the school, after dinner, and y/n nodded her way through it all.

"do you think they'll hurt me? or say something to me?"

"there isn't much to say, as im sure they all think that you're probably..."

"dead?"

"uh, yes, dead... but don't worry, we have this under control, you arent going to get hurt in any way possible.

y/n nods, and looks down, slightly worried for what could come tomorrow.

but she trusted Ruki. and assumed he was right, nothing and would happen to her, as she had them to protect her...

she does have everyone to protect her... right?

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i have spent the last few weeks, playing animal crossing new horizons and holy shit it's amazing

i will also only be writing when i have ideas, and be publishing if i think it is good enough.

so... is this good enough?