If it doesn't happen make it

Ten

Kirishima pov
I looked into todrookies room I watched him sleep with his arms rapped around my katsuki
I wish it was me holding him and todrookie will pay for getting in my way
I took a picture and posted it anonymously I know this will hurt him but I'll be there to comfort him and then we will be happy forever
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Bakuguos pov
I woke up but didn't want to move I felt something staring at me I didn't like this uneasy feeling I stayed as still as possible
When I heard the voice 'you know every word on the door is true' I closed my eyes tightly and spoke in my head "go away go away" 'you konw that girl he was supposed to marry loved him and you took him away you don't deserve him you don't even deserve to live' "I know" I said in my head 'everyone's life would be so much better if you just went and jumped off the roof' "I know" Shoto shifted a little and I had space to get up I got up and went to the bathroom the voice started to yell horrible things at me I grabbed something from my bag ant looked the bathroom door I took the small blade from my pocket and held it to my skin the voice teased me 'you worthless and pathetic you don't even have the strength to do this' I pushed down and pulled it across my skin blood started to stream out slowly I stung I continued to make these long deep cuts across my arms I could here sho start to get up I turned on the shower so he wouldn't get suspicious I got in and washed the blood away I got out and rapped my arms and put on a large black hoodie and gray sweat pants and walked out he was still in pajamas I sat next to him and stared into space he put his arm around me and hugged me "it's going to be ok kat do you wanna go to a carnival today" I looked at him and gave him a small smile "sure" he kissed me softly I picked up my phone and saw there were hundreds of notifications it was from a post I was tagged in there were hundreds of mean comments it was a picture of me and sho I started to cry "what's wrong kitten" sho asked and come over to me he looked at my phone and picked it up "who w would p-.. posted this" I said stuttering "I don't know love but I'll find them" he hugged me "but lest just go and enjoy to carnival" "ok" I sniffled and got up grabbing some clothes then I went to the bathroom to change I had to change the bandages again they had bled threw I double rapped them this time and wore a yellow long sleeve shirt and ripped jeans with fish nets
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Todrookies pov
Kat went to change I really wish he had changed in fort of me but he's still shy we've been together for almost 7 months but he's done nothing but kiss me I got up and changed I got out jeans and a white shirt as I was getting dressed kat walked out I was shirtless his face turned beep red and he turned around "it's ok kat, we have been together for almost 7 months no need to be shy" I hugged him from behind still shirtless
I felt his heart beat faster and his breathing quicken he turned around and looked up at me his face was still bright red he stood on his toes and kissed me I leaned down deepening the kiss kat move his hands to around my neck I had my hands around his waist I pulled him in closer I smiled agents the kiss his waist is so small I love kat so much the kiss broke and he shyly looked at the floor I moved his face so he was looking me in they eyes "I love you katsuki" "I love you Shoto" he smiled and I smiled he so precious I went to go put my shirt on he watched me as I did I laughed quietly to myself
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Bakuguo pov
I walked out of the bathroom and saw sho shirtless I panicked and turned around he told me not to be shy then came up behind me and hugged me I built up as much courage as I could and turned around I kissed him passionately I put my arms around his neck and he up his hands around my waist and pulled me in closer when we finally broke the kiss and he went to put his shirt on I couldn't take my eyes off him I wanted him so bad right now I felt something grow in my pant I turned around and went back into to bathroom to calm down
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Todrookie pov
I looked at him from the corner of my eye he was still staring then I looked at his crotch he had as small erection and went into the bathroom to calm down I smiled at how little it took to get him going he came out a few seconds later I didn't ask not wanting to embarrass him we left hand in hand to go to the carnival we took my car when he saw it he looked a little shocked "this is your car" I have a black Lamborghini he looked shocked "yea my father said he wanted the best car the dealership had and they gave him this the it was gifted to me" I opened the door for him he got in then I got in on the drivers side he was still admiring the car he's adorable I smiled at his cuteness and pulled out of the parking lot and he hooked up his phone to the car to play music the first song he played was bloom by the paper kites he smile and stuck his arm out the window as we drove I smiled and watched the road and him if o could I would live in this moment forever we got the the carnival it was only about and 45 minute drive I turned off the car and looked over to him he had excitement in his eyes I smiled and kissed him softly I stepped out of the car and met him at the front of it we held hands and walked in we waited in line at the front gate "where do you wanna go first" i asked him "how about we rid the roller coasters" he smiled "sounds like a plan Stan"
"My names not Stan you know that" I laughed "it's a joke kat" "o ok" he laughed we got up to the gate "two ride passes" I said "ok that will be 24.59" I smiled and went to grab I'm wallet I saw katsuki so the same "I'll pay kat" "no I will he put his money on the table I picked it up and gave the lady my card and gave him back his money "I envied you so I'll pay" he looked grumpy it was cute the lady gave me the wrist bands and my card we walked into the fair I put on kats wrist band on him and he helped me with mine and we walked over to the roller coasters "what one first" he asked me excited "how about that one" I pointed to one that swings you up into the air "sounds fun" he grabbed me hand and started to run to the line we stood in line and a girl from behind us taped on kats shoulder "hey can I get your number" she asked shyly he looked a loss for words then looked to me "excuse me but it's disrespectful to ask for someone's number when their obviously on a date with someone else" she looked shocked then embarrassed "I'm so sorry" she left the line out of embarrassment "thank you sho" "your welcome kat I hugged him and soon we were no the hide he held my hand as me got flung up into the sky he looked scared I looked at him and he looked back tariffed "your ok kat I'm here" I told him and he immediately calmed down and smiled at me soon the ride was over when we got of he smiled at me "that was fun" he said "wanna go again" I asked his face went blank "no" I laughed and took his hand "don't worry I won't make ya" he smiled "wanna go walk around the market part" "sound good" i said and we went to go walk threw the flee market he started looking around I saw a spot where someone was making custom bracelets and necklaces "hey kat I'll be right back I told him as he was looking at blankets I went over and made a custom bracelet for kat it said Katsuki on the top and the underside said I'll love you forever-Shoto it was placed into a nice black box I went back to him and he had bought a blanket that said Todrookie it was a off white color "I picked this one because it reminds me of you" he said "I got something for you" I told him I pulled out the box and gave it to him he opened it and smiled "thank you so much sho" he smiled I helped him put it on him he smiled we went out to the car and put his blanket in back then went back into the fair we went to go play the games we played one where you shot corks at targets and if they fell you got a prize i won the top prize witch was a big bare I gave it to katsuki he won a medium prize it was a wolf he gave it to me we then went and got something to eat at the food trucks i got chips and cheese and I got a hot dog as I bit into it I winked at him he went red and kicked me "Shoto!" He said flustered "it's a joke" I laughed he smiled and laughed too still red "anyway your doing it wrong" he said and looked away "o I am then sow me the right way" he picked up a chip and not braking eye contact he licked it from the bottom to the top very slowly then bit down slowly then he winked seductively he then laughed "you trying to catch flys if not you should close your mouth" he said as he pushed my chin up so my mouth was closed "it's your fault for being so dam sexy" he looked flustered "Shoto todrookie were in public" he scolded me I just laughed and we finished eating we then went and sat in the grass and watched the fireworks I sat down and he sat in my lap and leaned on me and we watched the colorful explosions he looked up at me and kissed me deeply we then continued to watch he soon fell asleep I carried him to the car and then into our dorm but on my second trip to the car I ran into kirishima "todrookie" he called my name "what" "your ruining him you know that your going to have to brake his hart one day he will be broken" "kirishima how many time am I gunna have to tell you this he's mine not yours" "no he will be mine I'll be the one to take his v card and he will officially be mine" "ooo kirishima I'm sorry but your to late" "what do you mean" "he's waiting for me upstairs -I leaned into his ear- he's waiting for round two sorry" I took the rest of the stuff from the car and brought it to our room kirishima watch me as I did he was so mad when I got up to our room I walked in on him changing he was shirtless he quickly turned away and brought his arms to his chest I came up and hugged him from behind "please don't be shy love he then quickly turned to look at me his arms were covered in blood soaked raps I hugged him again he hugged back "I'm sorry sho" he went limp in my arms he was exhausted I went to my closet and grabbed and medicine my brother gave me it heals wounds almost immediately I put it on his arms the cuts healed into pink scars I held him close to my chest he woke up and looked around "am I dead" he asked "no love your very much alive" he sighed "please love tell my why" "I I i just I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna have to force myself to ignore the stairs or the comments that people tell me I feel if I just disappeared it would be better for everybody"
"Love I need you and I will protect you if someone says something that is anything but kind I will deal with them I love you and I don't wanna see you hurt" he sat up and hugged me I hugged back (kirishima watched threw the window shirtless bakuguo sitting on his lap I can't believe he gave his innocence to this man)