Only Then

Dumb

Third Person's POV

Jimin called a taxi and let the driver drive him anywhere.

He's still crying and sobbing loudly that it bothers the driver.

He fell asleep after almost an hour of crying. The driver woke him up and said that he's asleep for half an hour now. Jimin paid the driver and got out of the cab. He didn't know where he was but he's in front of a building. He went inside and look for an elevator but he didn't find any. It's like he's so unlucky today. He just decided to take the stairs to go to the rooftop.

After a few minutes, he's standing on the building's rooftop. He sat down and cried his eyes out. He thought that here, he is free to cry. The pain he is feeling is so much to handle, he doesn't know what to do with it. He just want the pain to stop...

but it won't.

Jungkook is everything to Jimin now. He loves him so much but what happened is something he didn't expect.

He's been crying for hours but it still hurts.

He decided to stand up and opened his arms as if he's embracing the world

"What did I do to him?"

"Why did he do this to me?"

"Did I do something wrong?"

"Did I hurt him?"

"Am I not supporting him enough?"

"Am I a bad boyfriend?"

"Haven't I given him all of myself?"

"Am I ugly?"

He's questioning himself...

"WHY JUNGKOOK??!!!"

"WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!"

"I'M SO HURT!!!"

He's crying harder than before

"Am I n-not enough, Jungkook?"

"AM I NOT ENOUGH??!!!"

"WHY JUNGKOOK?! WHY??!!!"

"I've given you all I can"

"I thought I've been doing fine with you"

"Or maybe you're not proud of me"

"You're not proud that I am your boyfriend"

"I have nothing"

"She's rich"

"I have no decent j-job"

"I'm sure she has a business"

"I'm not pretty"

"She's beautiful"

"I'm not sexy"

"She's like a model"